I DO <3

BURNED!

THIS IS FOR YOU.. A way of saying thank you cause you're too awesome!! ^^

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GAR'S POV

I watch as Paul excitedly sauntered towards Raf. He has that goofy grin stretched across his face and with just one look, I can clearly see the way he felt for Raf. This guy, no doubt, is in deep shit. Yeah, cause by the look in his face, he is totally head over heels with that one girl.

I look at Raf and guilt is written all over her face. I feel ashamed for even thinking that something might happen between us.

NO! Not that "something", you pervs!

I meant that as something emotional. I don't know, what am I thinking?!

As Paul kissed Raf's forehead, I look away. I can't even look at her being held by her man. The guy she's gonna marry in three weeks time.

I was about to head out discreetly when Paul noticed my presence.

"Oh hey, I didn't notice someone else was here." He smiled walking towards me and gave me a gentle hug. I knew he is such a perfect gentleman and any girl would be lucky to have him.

Raf would be lucky to have him. So why do I feel the need to be the one there for Raf? To be the one she turns to when everything else seems chaotic? To be the one she's gonna hold at night or just be the one listening as she speaks her mind? I wanted to be that someone but who am I kidding?

I kept my gaze on Raf, trying to catch her eyes but she never once look at me.

I feel ashamed of myself for letting things get out of hand. But how am I supposed to stop it? How am I suppose to stop when it felt like the universe conspire for us to be together?

Everything happened so fast that even I wouldn't have a chance to escape. No, I don't think there is any chance for an escape because the moment I laid eyes on Raf, I knew that I was trapped. And I was too willing to get myself all tied up in her enchanting spells.

Damn, I badly needed a reality check cause I swear I'm going nuts feeling this way.

When Paul invited me for a dinner, I instantly declined. I already feel sick lying to his face and accepting a dinner invitation would only add up to what I've done.

I wave a hand as a sign of goodbye and never look back as I exit, leaving them alone. Hoping that everything will just turn back the way it was before. Before gravity pulled me down making me fall hard not on the ground, but to this one girl who seemed to always bump into me wherever I go.

How the hell did things get so complicated?

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"So it will be a classic wedding. The theme of the church will more likely have a serene ambience. The lights should give a gentle glow, just so the whole ceremony will look enchanting. Flowers, not too much but each aisle should have a certain arrangement. The middle row would have the centerpiece." After looking at the plans presented awhile back, I stated my own opinion. I want this wedding to be perfect despite the fact that it is slowly tearing me inot pieces.

Paul called earlier and told me that a meeting would be held for the wedding. I listened intently to the wedding planner's opinion and as they present several arrangements, I picked the things I like and make those several ideas into one.

Planning is one of the easiest stage of implementing an event. It is basically more of discussing and presenting ideas. Everything should be look upon in the planning stage. It is better that everyone knows the set up and detailed information regarding the event so when we start to put the plan into action, it will be smooth and easier to handle.