I DO <3

Morning Lust!

I started tugging the edge of her shirt. I feel her skin against my hands and I can't help the moan that escaped my lips. This feels so good, so right. The only thing I can focus is this perfect moment, nothing more. I don't care what happens tomorrow but right now I will let myself loosen up.

I felt my mind went blank, slowly pulling me to a deep hole then everything else went black.

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GARETTE'S POV

WHAT THE HELL JUST HAPPENED?

I never intended anything to happen like this. I know I accepted the job cause Paul offered a reasonable amount and I need money to pay my bills and other stuffs.

Way back during the dinner meeting with the so-called working groups, I can't help the irritation that I felt towards the old ladies who can't keep their mouths shut. I mean, it's not even their wedding and they act like they are the one's getting married. A little respect to the bride could have been better. So, I don't know what came over me and asked Raf to go somewhere else and have a drink or something.

The funny thing is I didn't know she can actually drink all those bottles. We haven't even stayed long enough for her or anyone in that matter to gulp all those beer down their throat. If you ask me, that is real talent! Maybe she'll win in one of those beer contests or something. I'm not much into beers and from what I see , Raf isn't either . So it puzzled me why she drowned herself in drinking. Maybe cause of the stress she felt during the dinner.

I remember when Alex told Raf about me being gay. I almost wanted to kill that stupid prick right that moment. I mean, I'm fine with everyone knowing I'm gay, I don't even hide it. But I just don't want Raf to think something about me and might change the way she treats me. We're not even close so why am I even bothering to hide it anyway?

When she led me towards the dance floor, I was not planning to dance with her. But she just have to sway her hips sensually that made me lose my cool and grab her hips, staying so close so I can feel every part of her. Keeping my hands off her was probably the hardest thing I had ever done in my life.

I don't want something stronger to build up between her and me. The attraction I feel towards her is killing me, knowing that I don't stand a chance to be with her.

Right now, I only wanted friendship but the way she danced with me, just her touch, the simple gesture affected me like a thunder strike. It was a painful pleasure, pleasure cause I like the feel of her so close to me, pain cause she's within my reach but too far for me to hold. I like the scent of her around me like its suffocating but at the same time, it's the breath I need to survive.

The dance was hot if I may say so myself. It sent my pounding heart to another degree that I thought I'm gonna explode with every beat. The only thing I can focus right there was how close she was to me, how I can feel her soft skin gently grazing against mine, how her breath brought goose bumps on my skin, sending a shiver down my spine.

Everything felt right at that moment.

When the song ended, I don't know what to say, I don't wanna break the trance but I need to keep my head straight. So I led her to the parking lot and what shocked me was when she held my hand like she never wanna let go. It's kind of cute and interesting that she did that. So I intertwined our hands and enjoyed the moment.

We were silent during the car ride. I don't know what to say so I stayed quiet and just drove. I didn't even notice she fell asleep. So the only option I got was to bring her to my house. I did not expect anything out of the ordinary.