I DO <3

Keep your head up!

RAF'S POV

That was HOT!

I know I've been saying this quite a lot but have you seen Garette there looking all perfect with her fingers tapping that keyboard?

Yeah, that's what I thought!

I feel the intensity in her words and I tell you, its driving me literally insane.

I felt like every word that escape her lips tells me something more. Like she wanted me to look beyond her lyrics and see something that I would have wanted to see.

I was staring at her, the way she absentmindedly tosses her curly hair when the beat of the song changes. The way she puts emphasis on the lyrics and just the way she looks at me keeps me holding my breath in. Cause if I breathe, I might not be able to capture this moment.

Like that make sense!

I know, I'm being dumb.

"Just you and I tonight."

She sang that line looking straight at me and there I almost died!

Really, it was something more than those five words that kept my heart beat raging inside my chest. Maybe it was the way she sang it. Or the way she looked at me while saying that line.

I DON'T KNOW!

But it got me all knocked out. It got me to fucking turned on I could burst!

I don't know if she can read me from there but damn, I'm lusting so bad I might not be able to control myself!

It got my pulse racing through my veins. It got me feeling hard to breath.

How can she affect me in so many ways?

She ain't even doing a thing and I'm already worked up.

I need to keep my head straight.

I already did a lot of------- no i can't call it mistakes cause i know whatever happened this past couple of days are far from being mistakes----- so maybe, wrong moves?

Grabbing Danica's drink, I downed it in one shot and headed out the bar.

I made up my mind.

I feel a bit light but I'm not drunk.

This night, I need to end something that didn't even started. Or maybe it already did. I'm such a mess!

I spotted Gar leaning in a gorgeous red car looking up.

I know I should not be admiring cars at this moment but damn, its a freaking masterpiece! It really suits Gar cause they are both HOT as hell. It gives the impression of a badass chick and she's close to being one. Maybe.

Okay. Okay.

I'll stop being so fudging starstruck like an idiot!

Idiot.

He really doesn't deserve me.

How can I do this to a sweet guy like Paul?

i sigh. I really need to get my head straight.

I slowly make my way towards Gar, taking my time. Whatever I'm here for, I really should get this over with.

I tap her lightly on the shoulder, when she look down, I smiled at her.

"Hi." I said, sounding way better than what I actually feel.

"Hey." She said and smiled a cute smile. i like that smile, it makes my insides twist and turn.