(#1) My Survey Dude

*61 / having a girlfriend

willow

i need to talk to u about something

why are u texting me in chem

ur sat right behind me

it's easier this way

okay??

well

...

idk how to start

hurry up reese

ur scaring me

ok um

basically remember when u asked me about andrea

yes...

well she was my gf

she's ur gf?

was

oh

okay

three weeks ago

i broke up with her

how come

dunno

the relationship wasn't going anywhere and i wasn't happy

and i like someone else

oh okay

willow

wait

so all these months i've known u, you've had a gf

yes

and you've been flirting with me for how long

willow

wait

at one point im pretty sure i asked u

u said you didn't have a gf

i know

i was falling for someone else and i didn't want that person to know im in a relationship. i didn't want to put her off

u lied to me

that day i asked u

why didn't u just say

idk

wtf reese

ik i fucked up

why are u telling me this now

bc i want u to know before its too late

okay

are u mad

idk

willow turn around

why

i need to give u something

I exhale a breath before turning around. My eyes meet Reese's and a little part of me isn't so annoyed at him anymore because of the type of person he is. I keep thinking back to the evening he came over and we watched Captain America and laughed at the non-hunouras parts whilst sitting awfully close to one another.

I arranged it all to take his mind off the recent events concerning his mother. I didn't expect to fall for him even more. I guess with Reese you never really know what to expect.

"What?" I ask, a little too bluntly.

He gives me a half smile and everything inside me wants to forgive him and forget about the whole Andrea business but I can't seem to let it go.

What else has he been hiding from me?

He hands me a small square shaped lined paper, folded neatly in two. I look at him again before taking it, not failing to notice the light brush of his fingers against mine.

His fingers are so warmwarmwarm.

I open the paper before reading the one line written in his messy scrawl.

Is it too late now to say sorry? :)

I shake my head, trying to keep the smile off my face. Why do you have to be so God damn perfect?

I want to turn around. I want to tell him I like him but I just can't find the confidence to say it.

I quickly text him.

you don't get to use jb lyrics on me

read in between the lines babe

I frown, unsure of what he's talking about. I'm just about to text him back when my eye notices five words written incredibly small at the bottom of the paper. I bring it close to me so that I can read it easily.

The someone else is you ;)

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(2016 is in a day omf. updating this at 11:58p.m. lol i should be sleeping. anywhore what is one of your goals for 2016?? mine is to get a B in maths & get into the sixth form of my dreams TELL ME UR GOALS)

edit as of Aug 2017 - it's crazy reading the little messages at the bottom of these chapters and my goals for 2016. i ended up with a C in maths but still got into the sixth form of my dreams (:

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