Kellin P.OV
"It wasn't your fault"I whispered and then cried silently
20 mins later ~
I had gotten cope and was heading back to the hotel
"Where were you are you okay?"is the first thing I heard as I entered the room
"Uhh I was at the h-hospital "I said silently
"Why OMG are you okay we are here for you"Alyssa said
"Why were you there hun?"jasmin said trying to confort me as I was putting cope in a bend out crib
"Umm K-k-Katelynn d-d-d-d-isn't here anymore"I said before I completely broke into Jasmin's chest
Jasmin P.O.V
Katelynn was dead at this point Kellin was devistated alone broken and depressed
I thought that at this time I could explain how bad my life was to make Kellin know that it is hard
Also so he felt like I trusted him and he was the only thing that kept me from suicide
*sigh*"ok kellin I know that you think that all you have is Copeland..but I know how it feels to not have the only one that understands and full on loves you because my dad drives my mom to go out of town and not take me with her because she is embarrassed and ashamed then I have my dad who always r-rapes me and beats me after that is done in the morning and again in the night I have to go to school only to be found with complete hate and disgust and to be beaten by boys and called slut whore and ugly and fat so I come home to my -brother who has run away 2 years ago and died in the making of running away and my sister who is long gone - dad rape me and beat me and I cut myself because I deserve it so what I'm trying to say is that I understand and at least you have your fans and Cope"I said with a gigantic breath
"I-I-I'm sorry for your ugly l-life and I'm here for you but only if y-your here for m-me"he said still sobbing
2 weeks later*
Here I am back at school with these bully's and reasons to cut Kellin gave me his number and told me to call him at least once a week he is trying to stay strong
I remember me telling Alyssa when she would stay that how I wish Katelynn would die but now I know it was a joke because now I want her back
I was pulled out of thought by Mr.Ellins words
"Okay class we have a new student her name is Nichole Bennett "he said as a fragile short skinny girl walked through the door she looked shy and scared
"Uhh sit next to Jasmin over there"he called out I was the only one without a partner because well no one ever wants to touch me or talk to me and Alyssa has only 2 classes
"Okay class now that every seat is filled this is your permanent seats "he said again
The fragile girl sat next to me and smiled a bit before she finally spoke
"Hi I'm Nichole "she said cheekily holding out her hand
"Why are you talking to me your going to get beat up please don't ruin your high school life for me"I said as politely as possible
"Umm huh ? And I want a friend and you seem nice"she said
I just took her hand and shook it and smiled
"What are these?"she said still holding my hand and looking at my cuts
"Uhh haha dumb cats"I said laughing
"That's not cats will you sit at lunch with me?"she asked sternly and concerned
"Sure but I also sit with this one girl "I said
'I like this girl she is nice and trustable'I thought
'You can't trust no one you ugly hag she will just hate you!'it said again
'Ain't like it would effect me shoot I'm already planning to cut when I get home'I snickered
*lunch*
"Hey girly I missed you!"Alyssa said before she hugged me tight
People thought we date or we dated but that would be insest before lesbian BUT IT'S NOT IM STRAIGHT
"Me to I met this girl who wants to hangout with us "
"Cool"she said
*home*
I walked into the door and was greeted by my loving father not.
"Come here we have a problem "he said
"Let me see your wrist "he said as he grabbed my wrist
"How long have you been doing it and why!"he screamed before he smacked my face hard
"Why do you care!?"I yell back
He then sent me to my room but not before he took anything sharp away from me
'Ring ring '
"Hello?"kellin said
"Can we hang out I need to talk to you"I said
"I have an interview but after yea for sure we can just stay at mine"he said
"Ok it's a plan pick me up at 8"I said
"Okay bye "he said before it hung up
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FanfictionJasmin has no one in her life to depend on as she faces Anerexia and Selfharm. She struggles with her father, with no mother until everything gets turned upside down. Maybe she has her father to thank.Kellin finds her alone and invites her into his...
