Cutting is a problem and a solution (kellin quinn)

Chapter 8 helpless

I then slid my phone into my pocket and started to think about everything I could to just keep time going

"Uh...excuse me but your headphones are to the ground.." I heard from behind me

I then looked down to see my headphones on the ground

"Thanks "I said as I pick them up

'HONK HONK'

"I'm here!!!!" Kellins voice rang as his window rolled down

"Is that that tha-....Kellin quinn?"the girl said

"Uh yes well got to go bye"I said yea that girl creeped me out

I then ran to the door and hopped into the passengers side

"So how was your day?"he asked sweetly

"Good"I said with a smile

'Grrrrr' my stomach rang

"Hungry are we?"

"No"

"...is something up ?"

"No I just ate to fast at lunch"

"Oh" he simply replied

*1 hour later*

'Quack quack' my phone rang as me and Kellin were sitting on my couch watching a movie

'Hey it's Cody Jackie gave me ur # wanna come to skating with us?'

'Only if my friend can come'

'Sure b there at 5:30 byeeeee'

'Peace!'

"Guess we're going skating with my friends later"I said turning to Kellin

"Sounds good"

Kellins POV

"Sounds good" I simply replied this was going to be my chance to couple skate I guess I'm finally over Katelynne she is in a better place now

I just wish I would have done it sooner because now Jasmin has been talking about this Cody boy and how they just fit together and truly it burns my heart

It's been months since Jasmin and me met and she has been through to much so I'm going to make sure I make her happy

I just hope this all works I mean Jasmin is just so beautiful and I'm so proud of her stopping the cutting

"Jasmin can I ask you something ? "

"Sure what is it?"

"Are you happy that you stopped cutting because I'm just so proud of you"I said and it was true I just haven't had time to tell her all this

"Well yes I mean as long as my bestfriend is here"she answered

"I'm always here."I said hugging her

Jasmin POV

'KELLIN IM SO SORRY FOR LYING' my mind screamed and it was true I felt terrible about all this I haven stopped its been getting worse truthfully

I have been going it on my hips,thighs, ribs and even my stomach ! Basically anywhere my skin is clear

I have been wearing skinny jeans,not going swimming, no belly shirts and all just for Kellin to be proud.

Ever since Kellin told me to stop I have been 1 week clean then I started again

"Oh shit it's 4:56"I said

"Go get ready "he said

"Ok brb! "I said running up the steps

I picked out a sleeping with sirens shirt an vans with black skinny jeans ,then touched up my makeup and straightened my hair

I then looked in the mirror and thought about what I would looked like if. My thighs didn't touch,if my stomach was flat,and if I was just plain skinny

I pushed and pushed until my thighs weren't touching

'Grrrr'my stomach shouted

I just ignored it as I ran down the steps

"I'm ready"I said

*at the skating rank*

"Finally you made it!"Jackie said running over to me

"Yea sorry we had to par-"

"Is that the real Kellin Quinn ?" She asked

"Yup haha he is my bestfriend"I said proud

"Hi I'm Kellin you must be Jackie"Kellin said holding out his hand

"Uh uh uh ye-yea"she said shaking his hand

"Hi I'm Cody "Cody said holding out his hand Kellin just stared for a minute then shook it in an awkward way

*couple skate*

"Hey wanna couple skate with me?"Cody said holding out his hand

I blushed of course "sure" I calmly said

Kellin was in the bathroom but he will be fine

We then started to go around as the music played

"Uhh Cody I was just thinking... Um would you like to be my girlfriend ?"

I was stunned.