Cutting is a problem and a solution (kellin quinn)

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Jasmin's P.O.V

I get out of this rehab center tomorrow.I came into this place at 90 pounds, and now I'm walking out a good 113 pounds.I don't beat myself up for it, I'm still I tiny bit under weight but I'm still a little proud of myself.Every time I get those mean voices in my head to make me feel bad I call Kellin or talk to Rebecca .

Speaking of Rebecca, she is even prouder of me.She is like a sister in fact every one of these girls in here are my sisters.All except Rose.She hates me.I don't even know why , I'm pretty sure it's because I'm Kellin Quinn's girlfriend.She is obsessed with sleeping with sirens.

"Wanna go to the gym?"Mindy asked sadly

She has been upset ever since Em left.She just sadly follows me around and follows my actions.Were close so I don't mind.

"Sure"I said

We then grabbed our gym essentials and began walking down the hall toward the gym.

When we got into the locker room we began to change.There she was staring at me again.She always does this, it dosent annoy me because I know she is just thinking.

"Mindy!"I yelled snapping her out of her own thoughts

She stayed silent

"What do you think about in there?"I asked

"I don't know, the past, the present and the future"She stated

We then continued changing and walked into the gym.

I walked to the treadmills as Mindy headed toward the bicycles.

"Oh almost forgot, our session is at 4 " Mindy reminded me

"Okay"I replied, it was our last session so I knew it would be different

We continued working out for another hour before we took mini showers and walked to my room.Rose was Mindy's roommate so Mindy wasn't that lucky so she spent her time in my dorm room until night.

I had to admit, I got scared at night because of being alone.It take me a little longer knowing I'm alone in a rehab dorm room.I feel trapped and alone I usually just remind myself where I'm at and listen to Bring Me The Horizon.

We then dried our hair and reapplied out make up and cleaned up before heading toward the session's room.We entered and shortly after that Rebecca came in

"Hi girls "She greeted us as we greeted back

" So as we know Jasmin is leaving tomorrow"She added I looked around to see Mindy whining with the rest of the girls and Rose smirking

Honest to god she was childish.

"So tonight were going to share our opinions on each other and on Jasmin.We need to let her know how proud we are of her"She said

I smiled as Dalia began

"Well Jasmin when you first came here you were do skinny,to skinny, and frail.As you stayed here you became more and more healthier and I couldn't be happier for you!Im proud of you Jaz"She said

I smiled and nodded before Lilly stood up and began

"When I first saw you I felt bad for you, you looked so best down and hurt.Thank goodness Rebecca is here.Im truly proud of you and I know that the people who love you are going to be just as proud as us girls are"She said

This continued for about 3 other girls till we got to Rose.I was honestly scared .She pulled the best fake smile she could an stood up

"When I first saw you, you were skinny and not your fat.Not proud "She stated and stood back down