Cutting is a problem and a solution (kellin quinn)

Chapter 6 now?but never before!

Jasmin P.O.V

"Can I have her?"I heard a frail voice said

"Not until the father signs as well!" A man voice spoke

I then opened my lids to see m- my mom?! and what it looks like a doctor talking in the corner

Then it all came back to me the pills,the blurry women,the dream ,kellin

"Ugh why couldn't I just die!"I said a bit to loudly

"Honey ! Oh my gosh why!"my mom said running over

"Why do you care!"I yelled at this point I was PISSED

"Honey what do you mean I do care I always have"she said shakily

"Then w-why did you leave me do you get what that ass hole put me through no because you off getting a n-new life !"I said with tears coming up

"Honey I was at the bar that first night and-"she couldn't finish because of my words

"No your going to let me finish!"I said with a pause as I waited for the doctor to leave and he did

"Look around you is there anyone else here!? ..No ya know why because of the people at school and how they hate me everyone of them and after school I would love to come home and say 'hey mom and dad I need some one to confort me' but no I came home to rape and more beatings!He raped me and used me for sex and money and you weren't there I finally met the one but he doesn't feel that way because I'm ugly and now adays I feel as if im fat as hell all I have is Alyssa and Nichole but now I understand they are not there! You don't even understand how I handled it I cut myself and cried myself to sleep all the time a you were not there so just leave!"I said finally now all tears were out

"Baby...I-I'm so sorry I had to think I had to get away but I'm back now and I will never leave you again I promise!I can prove it just name it"she said with hope in her eyes

I was not about to let my mom go again but yet I'm not letting her slide so easy

"Okay mom I will come with you but you have to trust me "I said

"Oh baby I will and let's get you cleaned up he doctor says you have to take some medicine "she said I was getting ready but then when I looked at her she was just staring

"What?"I said

"Your so fuckin beautiful an from now on its a new life I love you "she said

"Thanks mom and as long as dads not around "I said

1 year later*

Here I am in my new home with my mother and brother he had come back about 2 months ago Kellin and I are still bestfriends and we are debating for a relationship and Alyssa and Nichole are still around I'm going to a new school considering its my senior year and my mom wants me away from bully's

'Yooooo girl pick up yo phone ya slut!'my phone rang I giggled at the new ringtone

"Hey babes what's up?"Kellins voice said

"Nothing much waiting on you to get home!"I said Kellin was jut getting off a tour

"We'll come outside and find out what time I'm getting home"he chuckled

I then ran outside to find nothing but a sidewalk and a dead ghost town

"Not funny you douch bag"I said with disappointment

I then was poked by a finger and jumped around and saw Kellin as I screamed and wrapped my arms around him

"I'm always up for a girl who hates surprises" he whispered into my ear

2 weeks later *

"Honey are ya ready for your first day at school?"my mom said as I ate my eggs and toast

"Yup I am new school new perspective" I said with a giggle

I then ran outside to find the bus I sat in the back and put in my headphones and began to listen to my bestfriend

Kellin Quinn

We arrived at the school about 15 minutes later

I then went to the office and asked for my locker information and classes since my mother signed me up late

"Ok it's 193 an the combination is **_***_**"the lady at the front desk said

"Ok thanks"I replied before I walked to my locker

"Uhh 198-199-145 ...wait what the hell this is way to confusing "I said

"Need help?"a boy called from behind me

"Just a bit" I said with a giggle

He then walked me to the locker and we started to chat and ended up sharing our classes we had 6/9 classes together

First up is Math oh fucking great. I hate it.

"Ok class we have a new student her name is Jasmin Walts " Mrs.Guinn said or least that's what the board said

She then of course told me to tell some things about myself

"Uhh I'm a new student,I hate math and I have blond hair"I said and the class laughed

"Wasn't that just a performance now take your seat in the back next to Sadie "she said sternly

"We are not going to get along"I whispered

I then sat in the back as she taught and taught for what seems like forever

'Ring ring'the bell yelled loudly

"Um miss Walts may I speak with you" Mrs.Guinn

"Ok?"I said

"Ok so here it is I do not know you and I have looked at your records and you are very dumb when it comes to math so just stay out of my way "she said with a face that could kill you

"Here it really is you do not know me at all and I have problems bad problems so I will stay out of your way as long as you are not in my trail I really don't care if I get detention I would love to just break -uh never mind just don't get cocky with me just keep it in your mouth!"I said as I walked out of the room

Omg did I really just do that?! What is wrong with me oh well that bitch deserved it

Next up we have Art yayy! I love art considering I saw with a knife skin and the paint is blood haha

I walked in and got the same thing but said Different words this time

"I'm Jasmin and uh I'm new, I love art,and I uhh ..can't draw very good on paper"haha nice save,not.

"Very good Jasmin "Miss.Hew said

I then sat in the middle of the room and apparently the girl I sat next to was very judgy and mean ewe bitch Kylee yup as that to my bitch list !

"What's wrong with you your so quiet and well ew"she said

"We'll for one I don't like bitches like you and I trying to get a good grade so shut up please"I hissed

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Quick authors note so I have been thinking and I have more problems aha but so will Jasmin :) plz read and vote 😩