Cutting is a problem and a solution (kellin quinn)

Chapter 5 im done

I soon went home to yelling and screaming

"Where the hell were you for 2 fucking days I said 1 a guy was here for you last night!While you were out probably being a whore go to your room now!"he said an as I ran up the stairs he slapped my face in the making

Yup he is back and my life of screaming and no mother is back

I then took a little nap and then got up an got dressed with some mascara and eyeliner

*at school*

"Hi guys!"I said as me Nichole and Alyssa met up at the bench outside of school

"Hey how was your weekend?"Nichole asked

"Good same old same old"I answered

We were waiting outside to be let inside when my bully's came in

"Awe poor baby have red marks you deserve it you worthless peice of shit!"Amber said

She then kicked me out of my seat and they began to slap punch and kick me

"Stop ! Stop!"Alyssa and Nichole said as they tried to get them off me

I was soon left there and they pulled me up

"Why do you guys hang out with her?She just makes you look bad"Brent said smirking

"You people are just bastards you don't know what she does to herself because of you idiots "Alyssa said

"Alyssa don't it won't help!"I said

*lunch*

I layed my head down and just thought and thought

Soon I raised my head and listened as the speakers said "school is out everyone go home!"

I looked around and found everyone gone I looked around the school to look for Alyssa and Nichole

'P.E ROOM' a door read as I opened I saw Alyssa with her boyfriend Shawn

I then looked in the 'HOME ECH' room an found Nichole with her mother and family

I looked in the the 'MATH ROOM' to find Kellin and thousands of fans

I started to run but why?

The phone rang in my pocket and I answered

"Hey it's Kellin I don't need you anymore Katelynn is back and your mom said she hates you oh and Nichole and Alyssa are with me now so yea go die you ugly bitch haha"then it hung up and I ran and ran home to find nothing

I then woke screaming in the cafeteria it was a dream phew I saw everyone staring at me and laughing

"Haha dumb bitch Kellin would never talk you!"Amber said

I talked in my sleep oh no!I then ran out of the cafeteria

I started to walk home as my phone rang (kellin gave her this )

"Hello"I say

"Hi babe what is happening Alyssa called me"kellin said

"Kellin I don't know I think I'm ready to give up your gone and I only have 2 people by my side!"I said with tears

"No baby don't you dare I will do anything if you die then I die I care way to much and so does Alyssa and Nichole ...the truth is I like you and I mean like like you your beautiful but I don't think I'm ready for a relationship "he said

"Yea well I don't want to date you because then it would affect you and I don't think we should hang out anymore because on twitter do you understand how many people hate me I found 6 nice comments and about 1000 mean I think I'm done goodbye kellin I love you"I said before I hung up

I then ran home with tears pouring out of my eyes

*in her room*

I wrote 3 letters to Alyssa Nichole and Kellin saying thank you I was really going to do this

I went into my bathroom and looked in the mirror and grabbed every pill bottle I saw

I downed all of them and layed on my and listened to music I then looked over at the door and saw a women I could hardly see then black all black

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Omg don't cry I will update soon I want to leave u guys in suspense :)