Forbidden Love, a Ross Lynch fanfiction

Chapter 7

Ellen's Pov

What was I thinking? I can't be with a 21 year old ... I'm only 15! Does Ross even love me? I must have something so wrong with me to ever think Ross would love me! ... THE Ross Shor Lynch would never love a normal, ordinary 15 year old fan.

I was pacing up and down the room with tears streaming down my face and my head staring down at the floor.

I turned around and saw Rydel leaning against the door frame, she had a worried look in her eyes.

She put her arm around me and sat me down on my bed. I guess I said everything out loud because she knew exactly what was going on inside my head.

She hugged me close and I couldn't help but feel like I really was wanted here. Rydel just sat there reassuring me for about 15 minutes and then we heard a knock on the door.

Rydel got up and opened the door to an anxious looking Ross, she whispered something to him and I saw his eyes starting to glisten in sadness.

He came over to me and attacked me in a hug. I didn't hug him back because I still wasn't 100% sure if he loved me for real.

He could sense my tension and pulled away from hugging me, I could see a tear rolling down his cheek. I used my thumb to wipe it off gently.

He looked into my eyes and then looked down and a few more tears rolled down his cheeks.

I finally built up the courage to ask him how he really felt about me.

"Ross, I got a text ... From Courtney it said ..."

He all of a sudden cut me off.

"Elles ... It really doesn't matter what she said, I just want you to know that I love you more than anything and more than I ever thought I could. I'm happier now then I've ever been and I don't want you ever thinking otherwise!"

"Ross ... I don't know what to ..."

Before I could finish my sentence Ross kissed me passionately.

"Ross ... This shouldn't be happening, it's wrong! It's really wrong! 6 years ... It's a huge age difference and I care about you so much and I just want you to be happy ..."

"I'm gonna stop you right there Ellen ... You mean everything to me and I am happy, happier than I've ever been. And as an amazing band once said 'age is over-rated' ..."

"Ross, are you sure it's what you want?"

"Elles, I've never been more sure of anything in my whole life. Now get your hoodie on, you look cold. Then come down and I'll can get us both a drink of hot cocoa before bed."

He stood up and kissed me quickly and then walked out of the room closing the door behind him.

I saw that Ross's phone was sitting on the bed, it must've fallen out of his pocket when he sat down. I know I shouldn't have looked at it ... But it was sitting right there!

I picked it up and typed in his pass-code '0909', which is my birthday and my pass-code is '1229', which is his birthday.

When his phone unlocked it went straight onto messages ... Messages from Courtney.

I looked at the last text Ross sent, and it was only a few hours ago. It said, 'I know Court, I miss you too!'

I scrolled up and they'd been talking for a while ... Should I go down and tell him? ... Wait! Would he be mad I was on his phone? ... But I need to ask him if he still has feelings for her ... I need to know.