The QB and his girl.

8.- Finally

Blake's pov.

I watched Jade's retreating figure with confusion, anger, and the overwhelming emotion; hurt. I balled up my fist at my sides until they were white.

'God!' I screamed and punched the cement wall as soon as I did I regretted it. I heard my knuckles break and my wrist bones shatter. 'Mother fùcker!' I screamed again and clutched my hand. 'Fuck.' I muttered fighting the pain as much as i could.

'Blake!' A soft voice yelled. I snapped my head to a frantic Jade. She grabbed my hand and pushed on spots on my knuckles.

I flinched but didn't utter a sound. 'You're a fùcking idiot.' She said slapping me on the upper arm.

'Hey!' I stepped away from her. 'This is your fault.'

'You are the one who kissed me!' She screamed in my face. I stepped closer and cupped her face.

'I did kiss you, but I'll never kiss you again.' I hissed and her face fell.

'What are you saying, you're giving up on me?'

What the hell does that mean?

I search her face for an answer but i settled for a nod.

Tears welled up in her eyes. 'You promised me.'

'No. I promised your father to protect you from hurt.'

'How is this protecting me from hurt Blake! Your breaking my heart.' She mutters the last part.

What the fuck?

She has no fùcking idea she breaks my heart every damn day.

'How? I can't break something i never had.' I exclaim angrily. She looks at the floor and the tears roll down her cheeks. 'Jade I don't like when you cry, especially because of me.' I might seem bipolar but that's what she does to me. One second I'm screaming at her and she's screams back but as soon as those beautiful blue eyes show moisture i die inside.

She lifts her head and its like she flipped a switch and I know that its really over now, her once soft face etched in hurt is now hard and emotionless. 'I'm going to do the internship separate from you.'

'Jade no, we can forget about this.'

She nods. 'We are, we're moving on from eachother.'

'Jade..'

'No. Blake, whatever this was we are done. Dont try to contact me or see me in anyway.' She met my eyes one final time. 'Goodbye Blake.' She turned on her heals and walked away.

I stood frozen on the ground and watched her walk away. I wanted to cry, but I couldn't. The pain was almost too much to bare that I couldn't cry. I decided to skip the meeting with coach and head back to my room. I really could use a beer or 10.

Even though she seemed quite final, she always does this. She pushes me away more than anyone.

Jade's pov.

Walking away from Blake was the hardest thing i had to do since my father died. I hated hurting him, but i need to make something of myself. No distractions.

That was my last thought before i had a long boring meeting alone with Coach Rick. He said i could start by interning as the football teams personal athletic trainer. I was so excited but really nervous. When i finished the meeting he told me that i could sit in on there practice tonight.