Into Herself

Notice's: Chapter 18

Ryan dragged me back to the house. Tristen grabbed my arm and spun me around. "STOP" I yelled. He let me go and gave me a confused look. I stomped away to my room and slammed the door with my magicks. I just went on my seat window and looked into the winter view. I could feel the tears start to fall. I didn't understand. I was mad. But like...I should be mad. My emotions were getting out of control. I just thought of who this "Addison" girl was. I then thought for a second... When I was little! There was this one girl named Addison in my 3rd grade... She would get bullied and wasn't that type of "social" girl. I'll admit she was a beautiful girl. Looked some like Ryan the facial looks yes. But her hair was blonde and icy blue eyes. She looked really different but had simularitys with Ryan. She was always in the shadows. Away from people. I was always wondering why she did this but I thought she just needed space. She was adorable... But was hurt and broken. All I remember is that she was a loner in 3rd grade with me and I never saw her again. It was it.....That was Ryan's sister... Ryan might've known cause he probably was at the same school...But I never saw him whatever... I just put my head in my knees and closed my eyes. I felt a tap on my shoulder. It was Tristen. "What is it?" I said in a grumpy mood. He gave me a confused look. Then he hugged me from behind and carried me back into the living room where Ryan is. I glared at Tristen. He looked down at me and pushed me towards Ryan. "What do you want" I said. "Listen I don't care what you think just ugh I don't need you being scared okay?" Ryan said in a serious tone. "I get it dumbass" I said walking away with a slam at the door. I sat back down and looked outside. I then was swinged and flung on the bed. "What the hell Bell!?" I heard Tristen say. "WHAT?" I shouted. He covered my mouth and grabbed one of my arms. "Listen what the fuck was that?" Tristen said still having a grip on my arm but uncovering my mouth. "SORRY I JUST GOT PISSED OK?" I yelled back. "THAT DOESN'T MEAN UGH" Tristen said yelling. He grabbed my arm and slammed my head on the wall close by. I fell on the floor and looked up at him in shock. Redness was in his eyes. He lost himself. I back crawled away and gasped. He tried to take a swing at me but missed and ran up and ran out as fast as I could...I shouldn't have came here... I ran all the way into the forest.  I didn't turn back nothing. This time I will make sure that no one will find me. It's a fact... I ran up to a tree. As I climbed I felt something tug me. I flinched and elbowed them but it didn't work. My mouth was covered and next thing I know I wake up with me sitting in a bed with me on Tristen's lap. He smiled. He was out of his little "INSANE" state. I flinched and looked around. I was back in the house. I looked back up to Tristen. He pushed my head to his chest gently. I pushed away and gave him a glare. I pushed him back and stood up. He pulled me back onto his lap and whispered "I'm sorry for earlier please forgive me". I gave myself a thought and then turned towards his direction. Not knowing how close he was I accidentally kissed his lips. I wide eyed myself as I pulled away. He gave a smirk and then kissed me again. I stared down and then he tighten his grip on my waist. "Hey come on". I gave a glare then a grin. "Fine" I said grumpily. Tristen smiled and then poked my nose in a cute way. I smiled and tackled him to the bed. I smiled then just stared into his eyes. I grinned a little and then I was then in his position. He looked down at me then kissed me.