The Heiress 2: The Lost World

Chapter 10: Lost in a Trap (Part II)

Chapter 10: Lost in a Trap (Part II)

Yana's POV

Damn. I feel like, the more I watch it, the more it hurts. At the same time, I was just annoyed because I saw Chelsea and Zero. Seeing Zero, he looks like he's worried about that b*tch. And that's just killing me slowly. What did he see in that woman? Why does he have to leave me just because of her?

I can no longer bear the pain from what I'm seeing so I just decided to get out of that place and from the misery and pain I've been holding. I got up to leave.

"Yana, where are you going?" Asked Yumi. I didn't answer her and just kept going. I was close to the exit of this field when I stopped. I can feel that someone's staring at me so I stopped and searched. Then, I found those sincere eyes. I don't know how I would feel with the look he's giving me. Zero...

I was shaken and then finally left that place. Those eyes. It was empty. When I look at those eyes before, all I can see was love. His love for me. But now, it has nothing. I can no longer see the slightest bit of love in his eyes. As if it just disappeared.

I can't help but cry. I totally know that crying won't solve anything but what am I supposed to do? This is the only resort I know and I feel so hopeless because of it. Why did he do this? Why does he have to cheat on me without even notifying me. Pero sino nga ba naman ang nag-chi-cheat at nagpapaalam? I laughed at the thought. I just really wish I was ready. Why, Zero?

"You're crying again." I heard a familiar voice said  from behind. It's Winston. Even if I don't look, I know he has been following me since I left.

"Not now, Winston. Please. Just let me stay here first." I pleaded. I didn't look at him pero naramdaman kong lumapit siya.

"How can I leave you in that state? Baka magpakamatay ka nalang bigla," he stated. I knew it was supposed to be a joke but I did not react. He just let out a deep sigh. "I'm just here. You can punch or slap me if you want. Cast a spell on me just to get rid of the anger and pain you're feeling. I won't mind as long as you will feel better."

I looked at him in amazement. I don't know if I will be annoyed or happy with what he said. I also don't know why he would react towards me like this. 

"Why?" I asked him. I just stared into his eyes. It was compelling. It was as if those eyes were magnetizing me.

I was even more surprised when he suddenly smiled softly. "I'm your boyfriend, right?"

I wiped the tears that were still dripping from my eyes and shook. "You know that's not true, Winston. I just said it becau--." He cuts me off in mid-sentence.

"Because you were hurt? Because you don't want to look weak in front of them?" He nodded. "I know, Yana. I know he's the only one you love but I don't care. He hurt you. And I'm willing to catch you."

I was silent because of what he said. "What do you mean?"

He smiled again and stepped back once. "I know you know exactly what I mean." He said and then turned his back on me. I was confused but I knew exactly what he meant. Can he really do it?

He was walking back to the field when I spoke. "Please no." It made him freeze. I shuddered as I just looked behind him. "I know the feeling of being hurt. So just forget about 'it'. Forget about me." Of all the things that is happening today, I have learned only one thing. That is not to cheat people. If you love him, then tell him. But if not, don't expect him. Because it hurts to hope and I don't want him to experience that.

I was about to leave when I heard Winston laugh softly. "Alam mo? I don't think so. Dahil bago ka pa man masaktan, araw araw na kong nasanay." He looked at me. "I will never forget how I feel, unless, you love me too." I was literally taken aback.