Imperfection (Vhope fan fiction 18+)

Talk

"Let go Taehyung" I exclaim, trying to pull my arm back but he had a firm hold on it.

"Why, tell me why did you do this to yourself!?" Taehyung asks, looking at me serously, the tears that were forming in his eyes were now becoming more visible.

"Why do you think, now let me go!" I excliam, successfully pulling my arm back this time.

"Is it because of me...am I the cause of this?!" Taehyung asks, concerned.

"You're not the only one...the others are mostly to blame" I mutter. Why was I even telling him this?

"Not the only one...so I was a part of the reason why?" Taehyung asks as he started caressing the wounds on my wrist from yesterday.

"Stop Taehyung" I say, moving myself back a bit.

"I...made you want to die?" Taehyung asks, looking at me seriously.

I sighed deeply. Was he always stupid or what!? Did he think him picking on me wouldn't have some sort of affect on me!? I huff while turning around.

"What...what is the real reason you did this?" Taehyung asks me.

"Why would I tell you! You're the one who's the bully, you should know why I want to die!" I excliam, looking at him angry.

"Are you...getting help?"

"I went to a therapist yesterday after I went to the hospital. She gave me anti depressants but its not like I'm going to take them." I say while looking down.

"Why not, you have too!" He exclaims.

"I'm no depressed, I just want to die" I excliam, looking at him seriously.

"If you want to die then that means you're depressed!" He exclaims, looking at me just as serious.

I couldn't respond to that, I couldn't think of a quick enough responce on the spot and looked down at my feet.

"Hoseok, promise me you'll take your medication?"

"No, why should I promise you anything!? I told you too much anyway, I shouldn't have even told you I got antidepressants." I say in a harsh tone, turning around and walking away from him, leaving him in the staircase.

As I got down the flight of stairs I looked down and thought deep to myself. Taehyung seemed really worried when he saw the scars...and he even told me to take my pills.

I felt something in my stomach, a feeling I never felt before. I-Is this what it feels like when people care about you?

No, no, I can't delusion myself to think that someone like him really cares about me. He'll beat me up after school ends anyway...

As I got back into class, I took my seat and laid my head down on my desk. People were talking and laughing around me, it just bothered me as I tried to sleep.

"Why weren't you here yesterday, you didn't clean the washroom and I got on trouble!" Minjun exclaims in an angry tone, walking up to me.

I seriously don't understand why he brought this up now when he could have talked about it to me this morning. I think he was maybe waiting for a crowd.

"I was busy yesterday" I faintly say while looking down.

"You should have came anyway to clean the bathrooms, are you not going to be loyal to your word. You said you'd do it." Minjun asks, looking at me angry.

I shook my head, then saying "I will be loyal to my word..."

"Then clean the bathrooms in the morning and come every day" Minjun says in a glare, then turning around and walking away.

Not too long after Minjun walked away from me, Taehyung entered the classroom scanning the room until he saw me.

I noticed he was coming near me and looked at him, meaning 'don't come near me' but he wasn't listening to my eye conatct. At times like this, I guess it would be appropriate to call this 'bad eye contact.'

Before Taehyung could reach me, a girl called out to him from the other side of the room and he stopped in his tracks, turning his head.

"Taehyung, did you come to see me?" The girl who called out from the other side of the room says in a smile.

He smiled waving at her as he says "oh...hey Areum."

I looked down, I wasn't interested in listening to his conversation but he was so close to my desk I was basically forced to listen to the conversation the two of them were having.

"You didn't reply to my text yesterday" she says in a cheeky tone.

"Yeah, I was busy yesterday so I missed it sorry"

"Oh its no problem, I wanted to know if you wanted to go on a date this Saturday. Rememebr you were talking about going on a date somewhere with me." She says excitedly.

I then looked up, a little curious...so Taehyung asked out one of the prettiest girls in the grade, Areum?

No doubt she excepted it. Taehyung is one of the best looking boys in our grade so they would be the power couple of the school if they started dating. I think Areum knows that and that's the only reason why she wants to date him.

If I was as good looking as him, would I not be bullied on a daily basis? I then looked down at my wrist and rubbed them a bit, biting my bottom lip.

I could already hear other girls in the classroom ogling that he was here, and talking about how good looking he is.

I rolled my eyes, laying my head back down on my desk while Areum and Taehyung were still talking.

Once the two of them were done talking, Areum walked away and Taehyung walked towards me, standing in front of my desk.

I knew he was standing in front of my desk but I didn't look up. I kept my head down, staring at nothing.

"You shouldn't have just left like that Hoseok...I wasnt done talking with you" Taehyung says in a serious tone of voice, you could hint the sadness in his voice as well.

"Leave, Taehyung" I say in a low, stern voice. I wasn't looking at him and I kept my head down.

"Why!?" He asks.

"If they see you talking to me...you'll get hurt again, and stop trying to act like you care and get to class" I say seriously.

Before Taehyung could say anything the bell rang and Taehyung bit his bottom lip.

"I'll meet you after school" Taehyung says before leaving.

"To beat me up..." I mumble, still looking down.

"No, to talk to you." Taehyung says seriously before walking away.

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