Imperfection (Vhope fan fiction 18+)

running away

That night I couldn't go to sleep, I couldn't even think of anything properly. It was like I was staring at the ceiling in the dark, thinking about nothing. When I usually did this at home, I would usually think about all the bad things that happened to me until the present day, but I couldn't even think of anything. It was like I was staring at nothing. 

Morning came but I was still staring at the ceiling, now I was actually starting to think about things. Like how the psych ward would be like, what do they do there, how will I be able to see Taehyung? 

The same woman from yesterday and another man came into my room to take me. "Hoseok, you ready to go?" She asks but I ignored her, continuing to stare at the ceiling. Maybe if I don't answer they'll go away and leave me alone for good. 

The woman walked up beside me and started shaking my shoulder. "Hoseok, you have to get up" she says. 

I groaned and glared at her before sitting up and ruffling my hair in frustration. "I told you I don't want to go. I don't need the help so I don't see why you're taking me." I answer in a frown, looking down at my bandaged wrists. 

"Your dad is allowing us to bring you, you have to come with us. We don't want to take you by force Hoseok, there's no point. The place you're going to is a safe place. You're going to be more comfortable there." She explains, trying to convince me to go.

"Comfortable my ass" I mumble in a quiet tone but I made sure she heard me. 

"Come on Hoseok, there's no need to be scared of places like this." 

"I never said I was scared, I just don't want to go." I explain and everyone went quiet again. 

"We'll give you some time to think about it, we'll come back in ten minutes. You should come with us after those ten minutes." She explains but I rolled my eyes as she left the room.

I looked around the room to try and think of anything I could do to get away. I then stared at the window for a couple seconds before taking the tubes off of me and walking in front of it, opening the window. 

I looked down from the window and saw I was five floors up in the hospital which wasn't too bad. I got up on the window ledge and squirmed my way out of the window so I was now outside, holding onto a pipe near me so I didn't fall. 

I heard the door open for the room and the woman yelling "Hoseok get back in here, don't jump!" 

I looked back at her and the man was already walking towards me, ready to drag me back inside through the window. I was freaking out, so close to freedom I jumped down to the ledge below me and I heard the woman scream. 

I looked up to see the man and the woman both staring down at me. "Hoseok, come back" she pleads but I ignored her, jumping down to the ledge below the one I was on which I heard her scream once again. 

After I continued to jump down one by one, I ran away from the hospital. I looked back to the room I was in, but the two of them weren't in the room anymore. 

I looked straight once again and ran all the way to Taehyung's house. I knocked on the door multiple times while panting when Taehyung's dad finally opened the door. "Hoseok, what're you doing here?" He asks, looking at me confused on why he was seeing me. 

"I-I don't want to go to the psych ward, please keep me here! Please, I don't want to go! Y-You're the only one I can come to, I have no one else!" I beg but he looked at me with a sad expression on his face. 

"Hoseok if I let you stay here, they're obviously going to come here and take you. I can't do anything for you..." he explains in a defeated tone.

I started to get mad at him...he couldn't at least try and talk to them? "You never cared about me...did you?" I ask, looking at him with more tears filling my eyes.

"Hoseok, it's not that I don't care about you" he starts to say but i cut him off. 

"I-If you cared about me, you wouldn't agree I should go to somewhere like that. You and Taehyung and both agreeing that I should go there when I say for myself I don't want to!" I yell in a cry. 

Taehyung came to the door now and a look of surprise was on his face. "Hoseok what're you doing here?" He asks me, concerned. 

"Don't talk to me" I say in an upset tone, turning around and running away. 

I ran so far I didn't know where I was. I was in the middle of trees and rocks, those were the only surroundings I saw around me. I sat down on a big rock and started to bawl into my hands. 

At the same time I felt a hand tapping me on the shoulder and I quickly turned my head to see...it was Jungkook?

"Jungkook?" I say, looking at him confused. He looked dirty like he had been hiding out here for a while. 

"Hoseok is this really you?!" He asks, looking at me confused but happy. I think we both thought we were seeing ghosts of each other. 

I nodded meaning yes and I stood up so we could hug each other. I looked at him confused while wiping a couple of tears away and ask "what're you doing here Jungkook...Dohyun told me you died!" 

"That was just a cover up...I did something bad and now bad people are out to get me. I told someone to tell him I died because I can't let anyone know I'm still alive until things die down...I thought you were dead." He asks, still looking at me surprised. 

"I wasn't dead, apparently I was just in a coma. I'm running away because these people want to take me to a psych ward for my depression." 

Right when I said I was running away, Jungkook's eyes lit up like Christmas lights. "Let's run away together!" He says in a smile.

"Run away together?" I repeat, looking at him confused. 

"Not without me you're not" we both heard a voice say and when we looked to a side, we saw it was Taehyung. 

"Me too" another voice says, coming from behind Taehyung which was Dohyun. They both had bags around their shoulders. 

I looked at Taehyung with my eyes tearing up and I run up to him, hugging him tightly. He hugged me back and kissed my cheek. "I told you I'd never leave your side Hoseok" he whispers into my ear which I felt butterflies in my stomach. 

"Thanks for lying to me man" Dohyun says in a sarcastic tone, starting to walk up to Jungkook with tears in his eyes. 

"I...didn't want you to get mushed with all of the drama going on with me. I didn't...want you to get hurt because of me." Jungkook answers, looking at Dohyun like he was sorry for lying to him. 

"If you're in trouble and are going down, I'm going down with you." Dohyun says in a serious tone which Jungkook smiled to. "I brought the car so we can drive somewhere in there." Dohyun continues to say, turning around to lead us out of the place we were in to get to the car. 

Dohyun sat in the drivers seat while Jungkook sat in the passengers seat. I sat in the back with Taehyung and we were holding hands tightly the whole time. "Where're we going?" I ask, looking at Dohyun once he started the car.

"We're going wherever the car takes us." Dohyun says, now starting to drive onto the road. 

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I decided that Hoseok's just going to run away and Jungkook's not really dead you guys, sorry for making you guys get so upset last chapter. They're basically all running away together at this point. Thank you for reading this fan fiction though!