Imperfection (Vhope fan fiction 18+)

walking away

I woke up with my head pounding in pain. I can't stop thinking about last night, do I actually have a long lost brother I've never known about? How does he know who I am, but I have no clue who he is? 

I got ready for school and got there decently early. I was one of the first people in the classroom and I just laid my head down onto my desk, trying to get a couple more minutes of sleep before class actually started. 

"Hoseok, you're already here?" I heard Yoongi say as someone was poking me. I slowly brought my head up in a groan to see the person who was poking me was obviously Yoongi. I should ask Yoongi if he knows anything about this long lost brother of mine. He's been friends with me from the past, he might know something about this mysterious guy. 

"Yoongi..." I start off with saying, sounding a bit concerned and looking at him seriously. 

"Yeah, what's up Hoseok?" He asks, looking down at me. 

"I wanted to know...do you know anything about me having a brother?" I ask, hoping he might know at least something. 

"You have a brother?" He asks, sounding a bit surprised. Okay, he doesn't know what I'm talking about. 

"Nevermind, if you don't know anything I'm not going to say anything" I say, laying my head back down once again. 

"Oh come on, you already brought it up so just tell me." Yoongi says in a complain, looking at me annoyed. 

"I said forget about it." 

"Hoseok" someone from the front of the classroom calls out and I looked up to see it was Taehyung. Is Taehyung not mad at me anymore? 

I got up and left Yoongi by my desk and followed Taehyung out of the classroom and into the hallway. I looked at him seriously and say a faint "yes?" 

"I've been up all night thinking about this...I can't even go to sleep without thinking about what our relationship is...what are we? What do you think we are?" He asks, looking into my eyes seriously. It did look like he staid up all night, he had bags under his eyes and his eyes were pink. It looked like he needed sleep. 

"I...think we're dating...aren't we?" I ask in a faint whisper making sure no one else in the hallway heard. 

"Then why were you kissing Areum?"

"I keep telling you that was a misunderstanding Taehyung!" I exclaim in an annoyed tone, I'm so tired of repeating myself. If he's not going to believe me, what's the point of repeating myself to him?!

Taehyung sighed, it sounded like he still didn't believe me which made me a bit mad.

"Hoseok" I heard someone call my name from down the hall. When Taehyung and I both turned our heads to see who had called out my name I saw it was Dohyun and I had a surprised look on my face. 

"D-Dohyun" I say in a stutter, looking at him surprised for approaching me in school. 

"You left these at my house" he says, handing me a plastic bag with my clothes inside. 

"O-Oh...thank you Dohyun" I say, taking the bag from his hands and he smirked. He then looked at Taehyung, giving him elevator eyes. 

"So what're you two talking about?" He asks, standing beside me. 

"Nothing you need to know about" Taehyung says in an upset tone, looking at Dohyun in a glare. 

"It doesn't sound like you two are on good terms, is something wrong?" Dohyun asks in a smirk, it was so obvious he didn't care, he just wanted to make fun of us for being in a fight. 

"I said it was nothing you needed to know about Dohyun, leave!" Taehyung yells, looking at him in anger. I've never seen Taehyung this angry or this agitated. Maybe it's because of his lack of sleep? 

"No need to yell at me" Dohyun teases, pinching Taehyung's cheek which Taehyung swatted his hand away. 

"Hey Hoseok, meet me after school, okay?" He asks, looking at me with a smirk and I just stared back at him without saying anything. 

Without a response I guess he took it as a yes and walked away, leaving Taehyung and I alone once again. 

Once Dohyun left, Taehyung sighed and looked at me seriously, asking "so why did Dohyun have your clothes?" 

"It's a long story" I say with a deep sigh, gripping onto the plastic bag tighter. 

Taehyung looked at me and then sighed "whatever, I'm going to class." 

"Taehyung...please believe what I say...please" I say, holding onto his hand tightly before he could walk away.

Taehyung looked back at me with a little glare before looking forward and walking away, forcing me to let go of his hand. I held onto my hand and watched him walk away down the hallway. 

The bell rang for class to start and the halls went empty with everyone quickly getting into their classroom. I could feel an empty feeling in my stomach...I feel sick, I don't want to be here.

I walked into my classroom and the teacher was at the front of the class just starting off the lesson when she saw me enter and stared at me as I went to my seat.

I didn't sit down when I got to my desk, I just grabbed my backpack and walked out of the classroom. "Yah, Hoseok, Hoseok!" The teacher exclaims, trying to call me back into the room but I ignored her.

"Hoseok!" I heard her say closer this time and when I looked back she was coming to stop me from walking away. 

She stopped me by grabbing my shoulder and I turned my whole body to face her. "Hoseok, why're you leaving?" She asks, looking at me seriously. 

"I don't want to go to class..." 

"Hoseok if something is going on you can tell me. Are you rebelling? You use to get such good grades but now you're almost last. You're always either sleeping or skipping class too...is something going on?" She asks, she sounded concerned but I didn't really care. 

"Nothing's happened to me, I just don't care about anything anymore" I explain in an honest tone, about to turn around but she still had her hand on my shoulder. 

"Why Hoseok?"

"Because it will all end sooner or later anyway." 

"End...what do you mean Hoseok?" She asks, looking at me curiously and confused. 

"You'll see what I mean soon enough" I explain, shaking my shoulder so her grip was lost and I turned around, walking away from her. 

I was walking down the hallway and this time she didn't try stopping me. I felt so dead inside, like I didn't care about anything anymore. I seriously don't want to be alive right now, I don't want to face anything or anyone. I don't want to live. 

I was walking outside the school when I heard someone call out my name and I looked back to see it was Dohyun. "Dohyun?" I say in a confused tone, looking back to see if it was really him. 

Dohyun ran up to me and was panting. "I saw you walking out of the school and decided to follow, where are you going?" He explains, following me to the gate. 

"I'm going somewhere, I don't know where yet" I say, jumping the gate to get over it. 

Dohyun did the same and started following me, walking beside me once again. "Let's go to my house if you don't know where you're going yet." He suggests, looking at me in a smirk. 

I looked at Dohyun for a couple of seconds, then sighing. "Fine...let's go" I say, following Dohyun to his house. 

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I think you guys will find out Dohyun's past in the next chapter, that's what I have in mind for now at least. Thank you for reading and being so patient with my updates. Don't worry Jungkook will come back. He comes and goes because he just really wants to kill Hoseok.