Imperfection (Vhope fan fiction 18+)

part time job

The next day came and it was Saturday. On Saturdays since its a weekend that's when I start my part time job.

Maybe if my parents paid for my school supplies and gave me money for lunch I wouldn't be working a part time job, but it was something I had to do to survive my high school life.

My part time job was working in some café as a cashier. I hated putting a fake smile on for the customers because I was never happy. Forcing a smile on my face pained me even more then actually talking to someone.

Even working at the café I couldn't stop thinking about Taehyung. It bothered me even last night before I went to sleep. My sleeping schedule is so corrupted since I always think of things before I go to bed. Let me explain.

Before I go to bed, I close my eyes and try to go to sleep, but before I go to sleep, my mind roams into thinking about how ugly I am, how fat I am, how much of a disappointment I am. I always worry about what I'm going to be in the future, sometime I wonder if I even will have a future.

But last night, none of those things crossed my mind, the thing that crossed my mind was Taehyung. Did he really care for me as much as he said he did? If he really cared for me he wouldn't want to be in that group because they group hurts me. Yet again he did tell them to stop bullying me...even though they didn't.

He hurts me and bullies me one minute, but then the next he comes to me with open arms and says he's sorry, it makes no sense to me. Life is like a puzzle and in this one, the pieces just didn't match.

"Hello, hello?" The person in front of me repeats, looking at me with money in her hands.

I shook my head to get out of thought and say a faint "yes?" Trying to crack a small smile, but even my face wouldn't let me do that.

As the women told me her order and gave me her money, I gave her change back and she waited to a side with her buzzer, waiting for when her food and drinks would be ready.

There was no one else in the line after her so I just had to stand there, waiting for someone else to come in when something caught my eye from outside the store. Was that...Taehyung with Areum?

How could I be so stupid, I forgot that they were on a date today...and now they're outside the café I work at, doing stupid things couples do.

Please don't come in, please don't come in. Was the only thing I could think to myself. If Taehyung came in and saw me face to face in my part time job, I don't know why I'd feel so embarrassed but I would.

Then, what I hoped they wouldn't do, they did. They walked into the café, Taehyung holding the door open for Areum to walk through and I rolled my eyes.

As Taehyung got to the counter, I could tell he was a bit surprised to see me. He looked a little shocked but a smile soon appeared on his face as he asks "Hoseok, you work here?"

"I do" I say in a dull tone, looking down at the counter, not wanting to make eye contact with.

"Oh, you're from my class, right?" Areum asks, now entering the conversation and I slowly nod meaning yes.

"How does Hoseok act in your class, I always forget to mention it" Taehyung asks, turning his head to Areum.

"You know him too, how?" Areum asks, a bit confused.

I then looked down even more so the top of my head was facing the both of them, but I did take glances at them from time to time.

"I knew him from a while back, we bumped into each other and started talking" Taehyung says in chuckle, what I lie. The first time we met you beat the shit out of me.