Imperfection (Vhope fan fiction 18+)

clearing things up

Dohyun and I played videogames in Dohyun's bedroom for hours. Or...it was more like Dohyun was the one playing videogames while I was watching him from behind. He was playing a game called Overwatch which I knew nothing about. 

I was extremely uncomfortable being in Dohyun's room, but it's not like I could just leave. I had to wait for Jungkook to come over so we could talk about what actually happened long ago. 

While Dohyun was in the middle of playing a certain part, someone knocked on the door. "Hoseok you get it, I'm busy right now." Dohyun says, still facing the TV screen but telling me what to do.

"O-Okay..." I stutter, getting up from Dohyun's bed and walking downstairs so I could open the front door. 

While I opened the front door my eyes opened wider and it was like my feet couldn't move. Taehyung was the one who had knocked on the door. He was looking down into his bag, like he was searching for something. "Sorry Dohyun, I think I left my key in my room. Thanks for opening the door for me though-" He stopped there once he looked up and saw it was me who had opened the door. 

"What...are you doing here?" He asks, looking at me confused and serious.

I swallowed hard and averted my eyes to a different direction. "U-Uh...It's a long story." I manage to say, moving to a side to let Taehyung in. 

I could hear Taehyung sigh under his breath. I don't think he meant to make it sound obvious, but I heard. "So you were you hanging out with Dohyun?" He asks, I could hear he was hurt, maybe even jealous with the tone of voice he was using. 

"I...was, but we're waiting for someone...we weren't going to be here alone the whole time" I explain, trying to make it clear to Taehyung. 

"I don't care. I don't see why you're trying to explain yourself" Taehyung says while he was taking off his shoes. He then started to walk up the stairs to probably go to his bedroom. 

I followed behind him and followed him to his bedroom until he closed his bedroom door on my face before I could walk inside. 

I looked down, biting my bottom lip and picking at my fingernails. I-Is he mad at me? I didn't mean to make him upset...I don't want Taehyung more upset with me then he already is. I knock on Taehyung's bedroom door. "Taehyung..." I quietly say, a bit intimated.

Taehyung didn't answer me but I continued to knock on the door a couple more times. "Taehyung, I'm not going to open your bedroom door if you don't answer me." 

Taehyung opened his bedroom door, looking at me upset with a frown on his face. "Taehyung...I need to talk to you. I want to clear things up with you." I say, looking into Taehyung's eyes with tears filling my own. 

Taehyung continued to look at me for a second or so before moving to a side to let me into his bedroom. I nodded meaning thank you and walked into his bedroom, observing everything inside it. 

"So explain to me, everything." He says, crossing his arms while looking at me. 

I sat down on his bed and held my hands together, entwining my fingers while looking down into my lap. I told him everything about the other day with me running out of my house from my mom and his dad finding me. Then explaining to him that's when Dohyun and I started talking because he staid home because he felt sick. 

I then explained that Dohyun told me to go to the party with him, and it wasn't like I could sat no to him so I went along. That's when I told him Areum was trying to make a move on me and she hid a camera inside the room. I told him I pushed her away but she cut that part out and made it look like something happened between us. 

Taehyung looked at me and lightly smiled, a small tear rushing down his right cheek. He brought me in for a hug and I hugged him back tightly. "I would never cheat on you Taehyung, it hurt me so much when you accused me that I actually did something with her!" I exclaim, starting to bawl into his shoulder. 

Taehyung started to rub my back, trying to comfort me but I couldn't stop bawling into his shoulder. "I...I love you so much Taehyung..." I say, grabbing onto his shirt tightly. 

"Hoseok, please stop crying, I don't like it when you cry" Taehyung says, pulling away from me and looking at me seriously. By now he was sitting beside me as well. 

I looked down and continued to sob with the tears rushing down my cheeks. I felt like all my emotions were coming out all at once. "T-Taehyung, I don't want you to go overseas either!" 

"Where is this coming from, that's random..." Taehyung asks, sounding confused yet still concerned. 

"I-I just thought of it because I'm upset. I don't want you going overseas because you help me! You help me with everything, with all of this!" I say, pulling up my sleeves and revealing the wounds on my wrists that ran up my forearms. 

"You helped me with all of this Taehyung, what do you think is going to happen when you leave?! Long distance relationships don't work! I don't think I can handle being away from you Taehyung, I love you! If you leave, everyone is going to pick on me again! Everyone is going to bully me and I'm going to be all alone with no one to protect me! I'm pathetic!" I say, sobbing once again. I-I can't believe how embarrassing I'm being, sobbing in front of Taehyung like this. 

I covered my face with both my hands to hide my expression and to wipe the tears away from my eyes. I shouldn't have said anything. He probably thinks I'm possessive or something! 

Taehyung took my hands away from my face and I looked up at him confused on why he did so. When I looked at his face, he had a serious, concerned expression on. "You're not pathetic Hoseok, and I'm never going to leave you. I love you too much to leave you!" He explains, leaning in and kissing me lightly on the lips.

Once he kissed me, a light tingling feeling was in my stomach. My shoulders felt light, like a heavy weight had been lifted off of them. "T-Taehyung I love you too" I mumble in a quiet tone, parting from him slightly before kissing him back once again. 

He then brought me in for a hug and started rubbing my back. "Hoseok, I want to do everything for you, I want to protect you from everything so I will never leave your side. You don't have to worry about me going to a different country." He explains and my heart started beating faster. 

"T-Thank you Taehyung" I stutter in a smile, happy to hear what he had said. 

In the middle of us hugging I heard Taehyung's bedroom door open and we both looked to see who it was, and it was Dohyun. 

Once seeing it was Dohyun we both parted from each other and I wiped the last couple of tears I had in my eyes. I looked up at Dohyun once I was done wiping my eyes and saw him smirking. "Well he's here...are you going to come and talk to him or not?" Dohyun asks, looking at me with the same smirk on his face. 

Taehyung looked at me and asks a faint "who's here?" Then turning his direction back to Dohyun with the same confused expression on his face. 

Jungkook then came into the door-frame to probably see who Dohyun was talking to and was surprised to see me in Taehyung's room. "What's he doing here?" He asks, looking at me with a glare in his eyes. 

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Thank you guys for being patient. Thank you for also reading this fan fiction even though it's I guess getting a bit boring. I'm starting school next week so I'm a bit scared. I don't want to go back to school. Ugh, I don't want to go back~