*Hoseok's POV*
I finally had the courage, getting off the stairs and heading down to my class before the bell rang. It was like Taehyung telling me he loved me, gave me some boost of energy. It made me feel a little...happy.
Happiness, something I felt ever so rarely was taking over my emotions. It wasn't sadness or anger...it was happiness.
It would look weird for the 'gloomy kid' to have a smile on his face so I tried keeping a frown on my outward appearance, but on the inside I was very happy.
I got into class and no one was staring at me, which made me a bit more comfortable, and as I sat down, I put my head down on my desk so I could smile all I wanted to.
Minjun didn't come up to me either with his two other goons. Were they leaving me alone now because Taehyung stood up for me? Are they leaving me alone because I finally have a friend?
The bell then rang, and as everyone scattered to their desks, I raised my head and a frown was shown once again.
The class lesson was boring, and I almost fell asleep first period, but in second period that's exactly what happened. I ended up falling asleep, but it was the worst class to fall asleep in, math.
My math teacher came up to my desk, hitting his ruler against it to wake me up and I quickly opened my eyes and sat up straight. Looking up at him with my eyes shaking, he shook his head in disappointment.
I staid quiet, waiting for what he was going to tell me and he continued to shake his head. "People like you aren't good in our society..."
"I-I'm sorry sir, I'll pay more attention next time so I can become someone who will be respected in society." I explain in a stutter, still a bit scared but tried pleasing him with my reply.
He looked at me and had a confused expression on his face, saying "I'm not talking about your grades, I'm talking about you liking a man!"
I looked up at him a bit confused, stuttering a bit before saying "a-a-a man?!"
"I saw the video online, of you kissing another boy from our school. Are you trying to ruin our schools reputation?! Are you trying to make us a laughing stock of the school board! You're an embarrassment. You should be expelled with representing our school in such a wrong way!" My math teacher exclaims, hitting his ruler on my desk once again, even louder this time.
I jumped a bit, scared from the ruler slamming against the desk and tried looking away from his face. As I looked away from my math teachers face, I looked around the classroom to see everyone else staring at me in disgust.
Did everyone see the video and were just hiding it up until now, until someone actually mentioned it!?
"You're disgusting, representing our school in such a bad way...does your mother know about this? Should I give her a call?" My math teacher asks and I shook my head meaning no, he shouldn't.
"P-Please don't call my mother, sir" I plead but he shook his head for maybe the hundredth time now.
"She should know your shenanigans!" My teacher exclaims, still looking at me in anger.
I looked around the classroom to see everyone still looking at me in disgust and I quickly got up, running out of the classroom.
As I ran down the hall, I could see people staring at me and pointing, I knew they recognized me from the video as well. Tears started to form in my eyes, why did this have to happen to me?! I was having such a nice day too!
I ran down the hall until a teacher stopped me, he wasn't a teacher I knew but he looked like the teacher who teaches the older grades, history. I bowed to him meaning hello and he bowed back, being polite.
"Aren't you suppose to be in class?" He asks and I nod meaning yes.
"Y-Yes, I'm going right now sir!" I say, turning around and about to walk away when he stopped me once again by grabbing my shoulder.
I looked back at him, meaning 'yes?' And he asks me "aren't you the boy from that video...the one going around with the two students from our school making out?"
As the teacher asked that, I shook his grip off my shoulder and ran away, tears now starting to rush down my cheeks.
I was running down the stairs to get outside the building when I got pulled back and dragged into the janitors closet.
I couldn't see anything because it was pitch black. the only thing I could see was the light coming from underneath the door. I smelt chemicals all around me, but the person who had dragged me in the closet were still holding me back so I couldn't move.
"Try fighting back and I'll hurt you more then I already am" one boy says. He didn't sound like anyone I knew, he wasn't Minjoon, Joowon, Dohyun or Taehyung.
I tried getting away but the boy was very strong, throwing me to the ground and I groaned in pain, feeling the rush of pain running through my spine.
The person then proceeded to start ripping my clothes off, which shocked me a bit. "P-Please, stop!" I exclaim in a stutter but the boy ignored me, telling me to be quiet.
"If you don't stay quiet, you're going to regret everything you've said up until now!" The boy says, now pulling off my pants which shocked me even more. "You're gay, right?" The boy asks and I staid quiet.
"Well you're about to have a treat today" the boy says in a smirk and I knew where this was going.
*Taehyung's POV*
I ran to the nurses office as fast as I could, once I got there, the nurse looked at me and pointed to the back of the room, already knowing who I came to see.
I bowed quickly meaning thank you and ran to the back where the last bed was.
I then saw Hoseok, laying in the bed with a look of discomfort on his face, he was squirming a bit and I wanted to wake him up.
"Stop it...please stop it..." Hoseok was saying faintly, it sounded like he was in pain. What could be so bad that was happening to him in his dream?
The school nurse then came up from behind me, saying "he fell asleep during first period, when his first period teacher tried waking him up, he wouldn't get up and she got someone to bring him here. We just figured he might not have gotten enough sleep but now he's started to squirm and say 'stop it' multiple times." The nurse explains.
"If he keeps this up, we're going to be calling an ambulance to take him to the hospital, it might be dangerous to wake him up." The nurse continues to explain and I nodded.
The nurse then walked away, back to her desk to do more paper work. I then took a seat beside him and held his hand tightly. I could see he was starting to sweat because he was so scared and I didn't know what to do.
What happened to Hoseok when I left? I guess me telling him I loved him made him like this...well it could be a reason. Maybe he hates it that I said I loved him, maybe he's a homophobe? Well even if he was I'm dating Areum and she's a girl. When he wakes up I'll reassure him that I'm dating Areum and have no intention on dating him. If that's what's going to make him feel better, I'll say it.
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Hey guys, if you're confused: when Hoseok said he felt tired in first period, that's when everything started to become a dream for him. He didn't fall asleep in second period, he fell asleep in first and never woke up. When Hoseok encounters people saying they saw the video, they didn't. It will be explained how no one saw the video in the next chapter. Thank you for reading even though it's probably starting to get really annoying and boring.
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Imperfection (Vhope fan fiction 18+)
FanfictionHoseok's self confidence is at rock bottom because of getting rejected, tormented and teased all his life. Hoseok felt that everything he touched broke, he thought he himself was broken. He hated himself and he hated the world. Nothing he ever did...