Fix You

25

Mika

Ayoko pang bumangon. Ang sarap pa matulog. Masyadong malambot tong kama ko para iwan ko.

But as I got closer and closer to waking up, I notice how much light illuminates the back of my eyes. I slowly opened them and closed them right after. The sun is so bright na.

Again I tried to open my eyes and looked over the clock on my bedside table and saw it's a little after 10 in the morning.

"Shit!" Bigla akong nagising. I threw my covers back and jumped out of bed. I need to be in Kiefer's condo in an hour and a half. Shit. I need to take a bath pa, tapos di pa ko nakain, tapos for sure traffic.

May appointment kasi sya sa Psychiatrist nya today so I offered to watch Kierra for him.

I can't believe I slept that long.

Nah actually it makes sense. Kief and I were texting and sending each other random snaps all night last night. I think he fell asleep on me around 2 na yata in the morning.

So I got up na and took a quick bath. After that I went to my closet to get some clothes for the day.

I'm quite excited for today. Not only I'm gonna spend some quality time with Kierra, I am also going on my first date with my Manong. I felt my lips forming a kilig smile.

I checked my phone and charged it before grabbing my breakfast. I have 6 messages all from Gago. I smiled and checked all of them. They went a little something like this.

08:30
Good morning. 😅❤️

09:03
Tulog pa?

09:15
Mikaaaaaaaaa. Mikssssssss. Wake up naaaaa! 🙇⏰⏰

09:29
Heeeeey. Sabi mo pwede kita puyatin? 😔

09:58
Miss u, ba...🐢

10:04
Okay di na kita pupuyatin. Get up na, batugz! 💤😛

I laughed at his child-like impatience. I replied.

11:03
Ingaaay. 🙉 Ligo ka na ba? Hahaha kidding. Morning po! Cyu later. Miss you!!! 😘

11:03
And what 'ba'? Ba... boy? Ba... by? 😏

I waited a second for his reply but he probably isn't near his phone. I still need to eat, so I just left it charging. Kiefer > Food. Uhuh.

My mind started to wander as I thought of our date mamaya. I have no idea what might happen later. Kiefer said he has it all under control and I trust him. Though I really want to know, but he insisted na kailangan daw surprise. Hinayaan ko na lang since this is his very first date, there is no way I would ruin it for him. He really is trying.

It was a Tuesday when we made it official. December 15. Everything that day was unexpected.

After that, things went sort of back to normal. Nagkikita pa rin kami everyday sa Café Verde, but sometimes sinusundo na nya ko sa condo ko then deretso na kami don. Sometimes naman I'd go to his unit since it's Term/Christmas break.

We became extra clingy towards each other. Well actually, ako lang. I can sense na minsan nag-aalinlangan si Kiefer. I understand naman. Plus minsan he can't help din naman himself so he's being clingy din.

We haven't talk too much about his IED since we got together. There isn't much to say.

Well I did some research online and I would be lying if I say it doesn't scare me because it does.