I wanna tear you apart • Niam

04

Niall hopped out of Zayn's truck, walking side by side next to Zayn and Noel.He honestly felt nervous, he didn't know if it as because he might see Liam today or that Zayn didn't know he had sex with Liam and if he did, Zayn and Noel would be beyond pissed.

Ever since their squad formed, Niall had always been the one that had been protected.Mostly because he was the smallest and innocent.As of yesterday, only one of those was still true.

"What's up with you?"Noel asked,bumping shoulders lightly with him.

"Huh?" Niall was so deep into his thoughts that he hadn't realized they're we already sitting on a nearby bench."Oh nothing, just had a rough morning."This was true, Niall woke up with his ass sore and attempting to hide the hickeys Liam left behind was a big task to do at six in the morning.

Zayn hummed,"Well we have a home period for first if you want to sleep in the truck."

"No"Niall shook his head, deciding to lean on Zayn's shoulder as he rested his eyes."Do you guys have any food?"

"I think I have some chips from yesterday in my bag."Noel said, beginning to open his Nike duffel bag.
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Liam walked to biology, feeling a guilty that he hadn't spoke to the blonde yet he know Niall had seen him today.He doesn't know why he feels this way, normally he could care less and it feel strange to have a sense of remorse.

As he stepped inside the room, he noticed it was half full when he sat besides Zayn.Zayn nodded at him as he continued to speak with Noel.

Liam gave him a 'bro' hug as he sat down, kinda scared Zayn had found out.He knew he could easily beat Zayn if he ever tried to fight but since the party, he's noticed Zayn was really over protective and that's scares him a bit.

"-yeah he's been acting a bit strange today."Noel agreed.

"Who has?"Liam asked as he pulled out his binder.

"Niall."Zayn responded"You got to know him at the party."

Yeah Liam got to know him a lot yesterday, too."Oh yeah, the blonde"Liam nodded."Like how?"

"Well he's been very sad I guess."Noel shrugged.

Liam tried brushing off the feeling of the guilt rush that through him."Has he told you why?"

"Nope, he just kept quiet most of the day."

He knew it was probably because of him but he tried to come up with multiple reasons why but couldn't.

Liam stared over at his newly found friends as he closed his mouth, unable to form words as he processed the feelings he had at this moment.His eyes brows knitting together as he needs to speak to Niall yet at the same time, Liam didn't want to.

Never has Liam felt a remorse for using people for his sexual pleasure, really it wasn't that big of a deal but he felt something for Niall and it scared him.

"Aye man"Zayn slapped his shoulder."What's up with you? "

"Nothing"Liam shook his head"Not in a mood to talk I guess."

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Niall walked home, Zayn stay at football practice along with Noel.So he was stuck walking a forty minute walk by himself.

Playing a song by three days grace, he put his earphones.After a few minutes of walking through the busy street, he hear a honk.Not really minding it, as he knew it was a busy street and people here seemed to not know how to drive.

But as he walked by a empty lot, he saw a black car pulling up quickly into it.Niall continued to walk, feeling a bit nervous as he didn't know if it was a murder or something.

"Niall!"Someone screamed from behind him, he turned to see Liam.Niall rolled his eyes, he's been trying to avoid him, mostly because he was embarrassed for being too 'easy'.Niall turned, acknowledging him as he nodded his head, pulling out his earphones."Can we talk?"

Niall walked closer,"What do you want?"He didn't mean to sound so harsh, but really he wanted to get home a feel pity for himself.

"Um, I just."Liam didn't know how to put it into words,"I-I wanted to see if you were okay?"

Niall stared up at him, feeling his cheeks heat up but found the question strange."I'm fine"He paused "Why do you ask?"

"It's just Zayn and Noel said you were sad and I just wanted to ask-"

"Can I ask you something?"Niall said quickly, he knew if he didn't take advantage of his confidence, he wouldn't dare ask him anything.

"Of course, go ahead."

"If you don't want to talk to me, it's okay.There's no need for you to talk to me if you don't want to.But-"

"Niall, I don't know where we stand"Liam paused, not knowing what he really wanted.No he didn't want a relationship with Niall yet he didn't want to see him go.

Niall looked up at him expectedly but Liam's mouth only shut."I'm heading home now."Niall backed away, feeling a bit hurt that Liam didn't try to fight for him.

"Wait."Liam called out, running after him."Let's go get some coffee and talk this out, I-I don't want to end whatever we have."

"We fucked"Niall said bluntly."There's nothing to end, we don't know each other nor do I think you want to."

"Please."Liam asked, Niall didn't know why he gave in, maybe it was because of his apologetic look or the way his eyes seemed sad and Niall couldn't stand it.But he remembered, going inside of Liam's car as they drove to a near by cafe.

As they entered the tanned color building, Liam order both of them a coffee before sitting down in a booth.Niall remained silent, taking small sips out of his vanilla cappuccino.

"Look Niall, I"Liam didn't know how to explain it."I don't really do relationships, but I feel like you're different."

"You're just saying that so you can get in my pants."Niall scoffed, turning his head to drink.

"Niall, I'm really not and I don't know how to prove it any other way-"

"I'm going to go.I'm not going to sit here and listen to you spew some bullshit to convince me to have sex with you again and then stop talking to me."Niall didn't give Liam anytime to explain himself anymore as he continued his walk back home.

Nobody was going to play him that way, again.

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Thoughts?

Ive been very busy with school work and my birthday was this Friday so I've been 'celebrating' it on Friday, Saturday and now Sunday so I've haven't had time to update.

•J