I wanna tear you apart • Niam

020

Niall walked down the street, making his way home.He tried hard to contain the tears that were threatening to spill out.He was angry, angry at Liam, for not telling him sooner,for letting him fall in love with him before everything seemed so wrong.He was at angry at Zayn, for not even thinking of tell him until he saw how much affection he showed for Liam.But he was also angry at himself, for not being able to choose .

While he made his way closer to his house, he noticed Aaron sitting on his porch, looking at him pitifully."I heard."

"Yeah, everyone did."Niall shrugged,"we made a scene in the cafeteria."

"Is it all true? Did Zayn and Liam really get together."Aaron followed Niall in , both laid besides each other on Niall's bed.Niall stared at the ceiling.

"Yeah, Liam didn't deny it."He spoke lowly.

"Are you still with-"

"I don't know.I don't know if it right for me to even be with him."Niall groaned , turning so his back was facing his friend.They stayed silent for a while, Aaron didn't know what else to say and Niall still fought hard to not show any emotion.

"I heard -"

"It sucks though"His voice wavered,"I lost my two best friends over a guy, a guy I might think isn't even worth it.How do I know he isn't cheating on me right now?"Niall eyes pooled, finally letting the tears escape.He felt his throat  close up and his nose run, he breaths ruggedly as he tried to get air.His body racked with sobs as he finally let it out.

Aaron frowned, scooting closer as he wrapped his arms around him.Trying to calm him down, but Niall thrashed in his arms.The brunet had never seen anyone act like so irrationally before, at points he weakishly melted into the embrace but after a few minutes he would start to pull away.That happened for the next ten minutes before Aaron lulled him to sleep.

He really hoped Niall made the right choice.

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"Why didn't you say anything?"Noel yelled , watching as Zayn rolled his eyes as he continued to play Call Of Duty.

"I didn't think I had to but Niall was making a wrong choice.Which doesn't matter to me anymore."He shrugged.

"He's our friend, Zayn."

Zayn turned around,finally putting down the controller ."Not anymore "

"That's unfair to him, Zayn.Both you and I knew something was going on, they went to the carnival together held hands, come on now.Why didn't you say anything then?"

"Because I thought, Liam would cheat on him and he would notice that he was making a mistake."

"I don't know , Zayn.This doesn't feel right."He said with worrisome in his voice.
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"Are you alright,Niall?"Niall's mom came into the room, Aaron had explained that Niall was upset before leaving.

Niall shrugged, looking blankly at the wall."I'm just feeling down."

"What to talk about it?"She said softly , sitting in the spot next to him.

"Not really,"He closed his eyes."Its silly, it really doesn't matter."

"It does if it's made you so upset."She tenderly touch his back.

"Zayn and me aren't friends anymore."

"That's too bad,"She frowned,"But that's not a reason to cry, hun.Friends come and go."

"Him and Liam used to be together, and Zayn made me choose between them.But I love Liam so much, mom."

"No friend should ever make you pick between them and your significant other."She shook her head,"Just remember that.Why don't you call Liam, tell him to come over?"

"I think I'm mad at him."He shrugged,"He didn't tell me either."

"Talk it out with him,ni .Both."
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Niall knocked softly on the door, hearing footsteps approach.Liam's dad opened the door, uncomfortably smiling at Niall who's bashfully greeted him.

"Liam's in his room."Geoff adjusted his watch.Niall noticed he was dressed in his suit."I won't be home, they called me into work.Be um ... careful."

Niall nodded, again blushing."Okay sir."

Geoff nodded, closing the door behind him as Niall climbed the stairs to Liam's door.Deciding to just open the door, Liam laid in his bed, snores filling the room.

Niall giggled, pulling out his phone to snapchat him.As the camera sound shutter clicked, Liam stirred around, looking up at him with confused eyes before it was replaced with a goofy grin.

"What are you doing here?"He said groggily, pulling Niall onto him.

Niall straddled Liam's stomach, looking down at him ."I realized I basically broke up with Zayn and Noel to be with you, so I might as well be with you physically."He grinned, "So now, you're going to be seeing me everyday forever."

"You're so cute."Liam smiled,"But thank you for choosing me."He said seriously, feeling a bit guilty.

"If they were willing to stop talking to me over a boy, they're not really worth it."Niall shrugged."Plus you're cuter."

Liam shook his head, rolling them over so that they laid on their sides facing each other."I mean Zayn is pretty cute."He paused, seeing Niall giggle and shake his head.

"I love you, Niall."Liam whispered after a few minutes of silence.Niall grinned at him, feeling his stomach flutter as Liam tentatively touched his arm.

"I love you too."Niall scooted closer to him, closing the space between them.Niall leaned up to connect their lips, feeling Liam wrap his arm around his waist, bringing their chest and hips together as their legs became tangled.Their lips moved together sensually, Liam and Niall sighed happily  as they pulled away, grinning to the point were their cheeks hurt.

"Can you stay the night ?"Liam looked down at him with his puppy eyes.

Niall giggled,"Yeah, I'll stay.Are you sure your dad won't freak?"

"Most likely."He grinned,"But, who cares?"

Niall nodded sleepily."I think we should go to sleep now."

Liam looked at the clock, seeing it was only seven but he knew how hard of a day it was for his boyfriend.He nodded silently, running his hands through Niall's hair as he felt the blondes breaths become shallower.

"Goodnight baby."

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Honestly this took me so long to write and it ain't even that long smh.

Anyways, thank you so much for reading and continuing to support this book and my previous ones!
And let's just all talk about the amas yesterday.Zayn had me shook , I love him so much like woah!
•J