New Beginnings.

Chapter Thirteen.

I've been lying on my bed in my room thinking, to get no solution.

I'm here , yet that young girl isn't how is that even possibly fair and I just don't understand.

I am still only fifteen and I have my whole life to fully understand or to at come to terms with situations like that. There was something about that assembly that stood out to me and I still don't know how but the name Cooper sounded familar to me , it could of just been from a tv show but im starting to doubt that idea.

So I decided to be more productive and actually do something so I watched gossip girl , its old but still so good and I've already watched it all. But aw well then I got a text from my mum to get dressed and go and meet her down to where the shop she was coming out of. So I quickly texted her back and quickly got changed out of my pj's and into normal clothes. While I was walking I spotted Jaspar but he didn't look himself his hair was everywhere and his eyes had bags underneath them to suggest he hasn't slept in a while.

He spotted me but tried to avoid me but I couldn't let him do that. So I ran over to him.

"Urgh hey" he said nervously.

"What's up?" I asked concerned.

"Have you not heard about the girl, Grace Cooper?".

"The one that died?, wait did you know her or something?!".

"Yeah , how could I not she was blood".

"Omg that's who you're little sister is" I say very shocked.

"Yeah as you can tell I'm still pretty shook up about it" he said trying to keep it together.

"No doubt in that".

I wrapped my arms around him to hug him and hesitated in returning the hug but he gave up.

"You know you still have my number if you ever want to talk about it and I know this is super cliché but it does get better trust me".

"I do trust you."

We then went our separate ways.

I know me & Jaspar aren't "dating" anymore but that doesn't make me stop caring about him. I care about him a lot and the reason me and him wouldn't of worked out was because of us being at different schools and it would of just got complicated. I didn't ever not have feelings for him of course I did but I had stronger feelings for Riley that I didn't realise till recently so that wouldn't of been fair on Jaspar.

I went , meet my mum and helped her carry the shopping she had bought, she seemed annoyed that I took longer to come and meet her but she understood and said that was the right thing to do.

When I got into the house I grabbed the beautiful nutella , made some toast and had nutella on toast.

When suddenly I got a text from Riley.

"Did you know that Nutella is meant to only go into you're mouth"

I looked around my kitchen to his face at the window or something when there was a knock at the door.

I let him in of course and made our way back to the kitchen.

"Stalking me are we?"

"Well yeah , had to look through the window to see if anyone was in".

"You know when the lights are on that's a good indication that's there's life in that area".

"Meh , too easy I guess and plus it was funny seeing you're reaction to that text".

"So may I ask why you are currently in my company Riles?".

"Well we need to talk". 

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