just tell me ; joe sugg

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I was flicking through my photos when I came across this one picture of Joe and this other girl. I remember taking this photo and this girl, because Joe had this humongous crush on her his whole life. Her name is Hannah Morrison.

Flashback*

"I can't believe you're actually making me take you to this party." I mumbled as Joe and I walked up to the front door. I could faintly hear the music from inside, and I honestly did not want to go here, mainly because we were two sophomores at a party full of seniors.

"It could be fun." He shrugged, running a hand through his hair. We were at the front door, when I was going to knock, but the door bursted open, and a girl shoved me out of the way and the guy following her mumbled an apology.

"I can't believe you would do that! In front of me, too! Ugh, you jackass!"

I looked at Joe who shrugged and walked into the house. I mean, are you kidding me?

I followed him in, and surprisingly, it wasn't that crazy of a party. You could obviously smell the alcohol, but I didn't see any signs of drugs. There were people in the hallway holding red cups in their hands, and some people were dancing.

"Let's go get a drink." Joe said, grabbing my hand and pulling me through the sea of drunk people. We made it to the kitchen, where there were coolers and coolers of alcohol drinks. Most of them I didn't even knew exist.

"Do you think Bud Lights are good?" Joe asked as he pulled a Bud Light out of the cooler.

"I'm not sure." I said. "Get a Corolla. I heard those are pretty nice."

"I heard Corolla's are rank, but okay." He shrugged, grabbing two random Corolla's from the cooler. This is probably the worst thing I've ever done; underage drinking. But, hey. I'm pretty thirsty.

Just as I was about to open mine, I realized something. "Joe, one of us needs to drive home."

"Oh, right." He said. "Uh-"

"Joe, hey, you came!" I hear from the other side of the kitchen. Both of us whipped around and we see a small blonde girl. I instantly knew that it was Hannah. I noticed that she had a flower clip in her hair, she was wearing a really nice white blouse wth some shorts, which I thought was actually really cute on her.

"Hey, Hannah." Joe said, smiling down at her. I saw both of there faces turn red and I smiled at them: they were absolutely adorable.

"I should leave you two alone." I said, smirking at Joe and smiling at Hannah. I left my Corolla on the counter and left the kitchen. Maybe I would find some other people I know here.

I decided to sit down at the living room, mainly because only three people were there. One couple was cuddling on the couch watching a movie on the T.V., and a random junior girl on her phone.

"What is this movie?" The junior girl asked the couple.

"I think it's called The Best of Me." The boy replied, staring at the screen. He got a glimpse of me, then back at the screen. He continued to look back and forth at me and the screen, and I got confused.

"Is there something wrong?" I asked him, looking at the T.V.

"That girl- she looks exactly like you!"

He was talking about the young teenage girl on there. She kind of looked like me, but I didn't see it. "I don't see it," I told him.

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It was later at night, and I've only had a few drinks. I was only tipsy, but I wasn't full out drunk. Joe only had two drinks the whole night. Everyone was dancing in the middle of the floor, but I was awkwardly there with Joe the whole time.

"Did anything happen between you and Hannah?" I asked over the music.

"No, we just talked." He yelled back.

"That's bullshit." I yelled.

"I'm telling the truth!"

"Why don't you ask Hannah out to dance? She's over there alone with her friends." I suggested.

"I'm not exactly-"

"Just grow some balls and ask her. Here, I'll be there." I said, grabbing his hand and pulling him towards Hannah and her friends.

"Hey, Hannah." I smiled. "Joe had to ask you something." I pushed him in front of me and I got my camera ready on my phone.

"Hey, Hannah. Again." He said awkwardly.

She smiled and laughed. "Hey, Joe."

"I was wondering, would you like to dance?" He asked, "With me?" He added quickly. She smiled, the crinkles on her nose visible.

"Of course."

He stuck out his hand and she took it, and I took the picture with the flash on. Luckily they didn't notice, but I'm gonna send that to Joe later on.

They went to the dance floor and started dancing. I looked at the photo on my phone and smiled. So cute.

"Wanna dance?"

I turn around and see Kyle. He wasn't drunk, so I said, "Yeah, sure." He grabbed my hand and pulled me towards the sea of drunk people. We danced all night, and I had fun. I'm sure Joe did, too.

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I raised my eyebrows at the memory. I remembered that after Joe and Hannah started going out, that was when I started to seriously like Joe. But Hannah was a nice person, so I didn't bother to ruin their relationship. Even though I could've.

"Hey, I just realized this, do you know how long the British kids are staying?" Mara asked from my door. I turned around and see her with her head popped out.

"I believe Oli said they were staying till the beginning of July. Why?"

"Oh, just wondering. Wait, what's the date today?"

"June 13th."

"Okay, that's all I needed to know."

"Okay?"

She slammed the door and I sighed, turning back to the photo box.

I took out my phone and took a picture of the photo. I sent it to Joe.

To: Joe Mah Hoe

I was going through my photo box and found this picture of you and Hannah Morrison that I took at this party back in high school. Look at your hair 😂

From: Joe Mah Hoe

Holy shit! I'm cringing. My hair was so blonde back then.

To: Joe Mah Hoe

Lol it looks like a helmet

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