just tell me ; joe sugg

f o u r t e e n

joe^

A/N: so there will be a trigger warning later on in this chapter. don't worry, i'll warn ya about it before.

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"No, we are." Liana said quickly. Then, she did the unexpected. She grabbed the collar of my t shirt and pulled me towards her, crashing my lips to hers.

I haven't kissed her in so long, it almost felt right. I then closed my eyes as she was doing so, and relaxed into the kiss as I played with the ends of her dark brown hair down her back.

Flashback*

"I like you," I blurted out. "A lot."

She stared at me for a while. I didn't know what she was thinking, and I was beginning to feel nervous. My insides went numb, and I started to play with my hands. We had been sitting on her bed in her bedroom for a while now, just talking about everything. We always did this once in a while, but I have been keeping this secret for a while now, so I had to tell her.

"Well, are you going to say something?" I asked desperately. We had been here for a straight 15 minutes. She looked up at me, biting her lip. I couldn't tell what she was thinking. "Please, say something. Anything."

Just as I was about to get up and leave, I felt her arms wrapped around my neck and her soft lips pressed against mine. She moved her lips perfectly in sync with mine, like our lips were meant to be.

After a while, we both pulled away but our foreheads were still touching since we were out of breath. Her hands were still around my neck while my hands were sitting on her waist. "I like you, too, Joe. For a while now." She said, kissing me again, but this time, pushing my back down on her bed.

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My heart was beating loudly in my chest, and my chest felt like it could explode. My stomach felt like tiny butterflies were fluttering in my stomach, and my hands and feet went numb. This was all because of Liana. She always had this affect on me, but I never really noticed it until I started dating Hannah back in high school, as you Americans call it.

Then I realized that this kiss was just for show, so then I pulled away slowly, even though I didn't want to. I opened my eyes and looked at Brenton, who was staring at us.

"All right, you guys are dating. Sorry." He said, rolling his eyes and walking off. I let out a breath that I didn't know I was holding, and I looked over at Liana, who looked completely flustered.

"Thank you," she stated quietly, looking down.

Instead of saying 'No problem,' like another person would do, I said: "Your cheeks are really red."

"It is?" She asked, touching her cheeks with her fingertips. "Oh," she realized. She looked away from me, calling everyone around together so we can ride whatever we were going to ride next.

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So, today was an eventful day.

I crashed down onto my bed right when we entered the hotel room, too tired to move.

Today, I went to Disney and had a blast, saw Vince for the first time in seven years, and Liana kissed me. My favorite part about the day would have to be the last thing I said.

I could not stop thinking about her.

I was so tired, and no one hasn't been able to catch up on sleep or anything, because ever since we got here, we've been having something to do everyday. It's pretty bloody tiring.