Tronnor - For Him

16

"I would love to." Fuck. I've never had a relationship this serious before. Actually, I've only ever had one relationship before, and that was with him.

But Connor is different. Connor would never do that to me. Right?

"I'm so glad you want to. I'll help you pack up your apartment, if you want."

"You're so sweet," I murmur, giving him a quick kiss on the cheek. "What would I do without you?"

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"There. You look perfect," Connor flashes the cutest smile, adjusting my tie.

"I can't believe it's finally happening! Zoe and Alfie are so cute together."

"I know right. I..." he frowns. "I just wish we could dance together at the party afterwards."

"Aw, babe, I know...but there will be cameras everywhere, and we can not risk getting outed. They're filming the whole thing, like Josh and Colleen's wedding."

He sighs dejectedly. "I know, Tro. And of course I don't want to pressure you to come out as a couple before you're ready. But, it's really hard to act like I'm not so fucking in love with you whenever we're in public. Just...sometimes I wonder if the real reason you don't want to tell everyone is that you're ashamed of being with me."

I reach over and entwine my hand with his, giving it a squeeze. "Hey, you know that's not true, right? I love you, I'd never be ashamed of you. I mean, look at you. You're Connor Franta!"

He smiles a bit. "Thanks Troye. I just wish we didn't have to hide our love. I mean, it's not like our fans will be angry. I'm sure they'll approve."

It's not them that I'm worried about, I almost say, but I stop myself. Connor doesn't need to know about him.

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The place they chose is beautiful. It's on a grassy hill by a lake, and there's a cute little gazebo with all the food at the bottom of the hill, while all the little white chairs and the white arch covered in pink, white, and red flowers are at the top. Next to the arch is Alfie's musician friend, already playing a lovely tune on his cello. All of Zoe and Alfie's YouTube friends are here, as well as their families of course, and several other friends.

He's here as well. Caspar Lee.

"Connie, we gotta separate now. All the vlogging cameras are coming out, and we can't be seen together too much. Plus you have a job to do! Let's meet again when it starts, okay? We can sit together."

He takes a deep breath as I start walking up the hill away from him, taking out his fancy Canon camera. Zoe asked Connor to take some more professional photos of the wedding, which he has been excited about all week. "Okay."

As I reach the top, I see Alfie and run over to greet him.

"Hey man, so glad you could be here!"

"Hi Alfie! I wouldn't miss it for the world. You and Zoe are the cutest together!"

He laughs his signature Alfie cackle. "Thanks, Troye."

Soon enough, the wedding begins and everyone takes their seat. I find Connor and sit beside him in the back row, since he will need to stand up during the wedding to get better pictures and doesn't want to block anyone's view.

The cellist starts playing the main song and everyone gets quiet as Zoe and her father appear at the top of the hill.

Zoe looks absolutely stunning. Instead of going traditional, she chose a white dress with a teal blue floral design embroidered on the top and a matching blue ribbon around the waist. Her makeup is flawless like always, and her ombré hair is curled and half up with a fancy braid pinned on the side. I'm just impressed that she can walk in those heels.