depreciation they claim

(in)convenience store

I'm such an inconvenience, it's almost funny.

Typically people have good days. Not days where tons of good things happen, but if I asked how your day went you would say "good". I'm never on that schedule. I have bad days often. Not days when bad things have happened to me, but days where I am not well. I feel bad. It's essentially an assessment of my mental health.

My bad days are the majority, especially as of late. Or rather, the past months, but I feel so fucking inconvenient to everyone.

It's seems like my rare good days fall on  your bad days. I feel like shit.

"I've had the worst fucking day ever." Then you explain to me you're in funk, or failing out of school, or didn't get enough sleep and I'm taking it in thinking
"My day was fucking great, until Debby Downer showed up. I wish they would stop putting a damper on my one good day"

But see, I'm Debby Downer 6/7 days of the week ruining your great mood.

I want to really fucking apologize but then again, I don't feel like I need to.

My mental state grants me so many days to feel good, I don't get to ask for more. I work so hard just for a few in a row, it sucks, it really does.

So I'm sorry for my shirty outlook on life and if it's your first good day in a while, I didn't mean to ruin it.