Jay's Dilemmas

DAYUM

Media: my wrist, arm,hand whatever. :P

Okay so today was weird for me, Like really, very strange and weird.... So...VERY WEIRD

I realized that a guy that I really hate, keeps staring at me and whenever I look at him he just pretends that he's looking at the ceiling.
Its happened way too many times.... A ceiling can't be that interesting.

Then I realized that I blushed when he shook hands with me. ( don't ask why we shook )

Okay.. I'll tell you why we shook hands... We were throwing grass at each other and the teacher told us to stop and promise not to fight. There were tons of yelling. :P

So I blushed real bad and I couldn't help looking at him and iaiwjbdbsnwnankspspjqhqbebennsnsnannajskwkwkwkmwmwmwm
WHY THE HECK DOES HE ALWAYS END UP LOOKING AT ME WHEN I LOOKED AT HIM?!?? Its freaky.

So...I...think I like him.
Like... Like like-ish
Y'know?

I must lose this feeling :P
We need more grass.... ._.

But..dayyyum he's good looking tho... I never noticed till today.

I hate myself.

SOMEBODY HELP ME!!
XD

~Jay