Jay's Dilemmas

Pathetic and Sad

I've never liked ranting, a lot of you know that... Nor do I ever tell others about my personal shit about fights and all that....

But now...I really gotta point out what I think.

Not giving out names...ofc.

Sloth..I thought you were a good guy, a good friend, like a brother to me....I wrote a chapter about how much I loved your company and those weird, lame and pathetic puns and jokes you made...

Tbh, that experiment of yours made me see you differently, I've been keeping things from you and other people that I didn't want to tell.

I never liked how you changed, you may think that you haven't and that it's only me... Yeah, okay...it's just me.

We went from talking everyday and playing Minecraft...to... You looking for girls and me hoping that you'd text me once, At least, to see how I was doing instead of always being so SELF OBSESSED and waiting for OTHERS to give a shit about your existence without you giving any for them.

You really can't appreciate anything you have, can you?
You want a girlfriend
You want people to text you
You don't wanna be lonely

Well, stop complaining you little piece of inconsiderate shiz.

What's more disgusting and rude about your attitude is that you told me
That I 'controlled' a few people who read your bio and I can instantly make them disappear.

Why'd you use 'control'?

I didn't control them to read your bio...I told them that you were a nice guy...help him out, I don't want him to leave Wattpad... I honestly love his company...Will you help him out?

That's pretty much what I said to most of the people...

AND I DONT control them, they are my friends...and I've seen what you said to lay... Now I know how you talk to MY friends...And what you think of them...

I wanna ask you something..

What made you think that you're gonna get people to care about you, after you lied about leaving...
Re-read what you wrote...is it just me, or does it seem really SELF OBSESSED.

I hate you, sure, I can go ahead and hate you, right?
It's not like you lost someone who cared about you...right?
Cuz to you... I never cared, right?

But then, why did I help you?

And do you even care about me?

Do you even wanna know how I was doing?

Without me having to be the one who has to text you?

I don't think you care....your ex called me a bxtch...
And you agreed with her, didn't you?

I have feeling that I am TOTALLY a bxtch, who.helped a guy who kept complaining about being lonely...

Well, now you're not...lonely.

Happy? Satisfied with life yet?

I'm sorry if I'm rude by writing about you here...

At least, some people know what they did wrong.

Hope you and that girl have a sweet relationship.

~Jay