Idk about you guys but I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE Fetty wap's voice, JUST HIM IN GENERAL! Cuz dayum his voice is just so.. BABY WONT YOU COME MAH WAAAY - it sounds like he has a air bubble in his throat but... 😉 it sounds good doe!
Okay to the point... The title says I'm depressed.. And yeah. I think this is one of those days that I just feel like a rock and forgotten. Forgotten by who? .... Someone I used to love for 9 months 😞 I thought I didn't care about him but.. After a saw a pic of him and....something..
I just felt my heart be pulled out of my chest, ripped, shredded and thrown away.. 😒😞
I'm just so sad at the moment 😖 Oh and I was supposed to answer a few questions so I'm just gonna answer few of them now. And then I'll talk about my depression.
1-What kind of looks do you look for in a guy?
honestly it doesn't matter but I FALL HARD for green eyes,brown hair and dimples 😱 oh and that perfect jaw line!
Like common, I'm a girl with dimples, you're a guy with dimples... Together we make baby dimples 😜😜😜 Jk Jk.
I actually had a pic with my dimples somewhere in my bio. Idk. Somewhere...... I'll post a new one if its unfindable
2- Do you miss someone on wattpad?
Yeah, actually.... I miss Dory 😖
3- Are you popular?
Where? At school? Kinda On wp? Kinda At home? Yeah!
Anyway, I don't get depressed often... It's rare but it does happen. At times when I don't want it to, he (let's call him Chad) was a nice guy.. I liked him for a long time and I'd always see him giving glances at me and all that. We used to be really close friends but out of no where he started to hate me and... He just didn't like me. But even tho that happened he always have me small glances then and now, and he... Made me feel like he still liked me, but I guess not. I was over him for a while, but on prom... I was leaving school and me and my friends were gonna get in vaneeda's car and go to the hotel to get ready... So before leaving, I had to tell my van driver that I wasn't going on the van today and I couldn't find him. But out of no where... Chad came out and he was just looking around, waiting for the van driver cuz he was going home with the van. (Yep, yep, it's the guy I talked about) I wasn't thinking either and I just called him and told him to tell the van driver that I wasn't getting on today.. But there was this 3 seconds where he was staring at me and o was staring at me, I couldn't utter a word.. That moment instantly made me like him again and...idk. I was looking directly into his eyes and he was looking into mine... From metres away.. I felt that feeling where you just blank out, thinking the opposite of what you always think... And there were minor explosions in my head. I hated myself for liking him again...
On prom night (not my prom, I was just invited by the 6th graders, obviously.) he gave me glances.. Back and forth and I couldn't help looking at him cuz he was looking DAAAYYYYUM GOOD 😝😝😝
We had school the next day and this is what made me fall hard for him... We were having lunch and I went to grab a few bananas, I wanted to see Chad and I looked over at his table and......,,.., he.... Was TURNING HIS HEAD AROUND!! Looking DIRECTLY AT ME!! he wasn't looking straight or anything... It was behind him.. IT WAS ME! And was giving that.... "I'm imaging something" smirk smile, yknow what I mean? I give that to a lot of hot dudes 😌 but he was doing it to me and that's when I thought he liked me...
But now... 2 months later... I guess not.
I need a moment to cry and just punch my door back and forth 👊🏻👊🏻👊🏻👊🏻
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~Jay
A Thing about me is that whenever someone mentions Fetty wap Ima just explode like
I PRESS REWIND TO SEE THAT ASS 🍑 ONE MORE TIME AND I GOT THE SODA! REMY BOYS THEY KNOWWW US! - 679- Fetty Wap
AND I BE IN THE KITCHEN COOKING PIES WITH MAH BABY YEEWAAAHHHR- Trap Queen - Fetty Wap
