Good or Bad?

Chapter 36: Memory

*GASP*

I immediately woke up from a nightmare. I am in my own room in my own bed.

"Thank god." I breathed out, putting my hand to my chest.

"Are you okay?"

I turn to look at a confused Jb. Wait. Jb?!

"JB WHAT THE FUCK!" I said, immediately pushing him off my bed.

"WHY THE HELL ARE YOU IN MY BED?!"

"Because someone had to stay with you." He said softly.

"What do you mean?"

"You were in the hospital for 3 days. You were asleep the whole time, like something depressed you enough to sleep." Jb said, walking over to the bathroom.

Something did depress me. Sehun is probably dead, and Chanyeol killed himself. I know I shouldnt care that Chanyeol is dead, but- he was once my friend.

....

Jb walked back in my room and headed for my desk.

"Jb why are you here?" I asked.

"Cause someone needed to stay with you." He said nonchalantly.

"No why are you really here?" Jb stopped what he was doing and looked away.

"Because, I still love you." He said

Oh right. This bullshit.

"I need air." I said, getting up and walking out my room.

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I feel like I havent been outside in years. Well turns out it was a few weeks that I havent been outside.

I really wished that it was all just a dream.

I walked to the park and sat on the bench. I sat with my eyes closed.

"Lexi." Naeyeon said.

I opened my eyes to reveal Naeyeon. I was actually happy to see her.

"Nae." I said, getting up and hugging her. She immediately hugged me back.

"Why arent you in the hospital, I was about to visit you when I saw you here." Naeyeon said.

"Why would I be in the hospital? Jb said I got discharged." I said.

"Well you were supposed to stay in the hospital until you woke up. You saw some pretty traumatic stuff."

"You got that right." I said, sitting back on the bench.

Naeyeon sat beside me, giving me apologetic eyes.

"How is Sara though?" I asked.

Naeyeon's face went blank.

"Her parents found out she was pregnant and living with Mark. So, they took her and Cody to live with them. Mark has been a mess, but he is working non-stop. He wants to convince her parents to let them be together." Naeyeon said.

Wow what all happened while I was gone?

"By any chance do my parents know about this?" I ask.

Naeyeon's face remained expressionless.

"They know that Chanyeol 'died' in a 'car crash'."

"Good." I said.

The less they know the better. I just hope that when they get back in a month, everything will clear up.

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I walked back to my house and just stood in front of it. I never knew how much I could miss outside, until I was trapped inside for weeks.