Good or Bad?

Chapter 70: Smoke a little

"Luhan." I breathed out, a smile coming to my face.

I ran over to him, but then stopped dead in my tracks.

Luhan held a gun, and it was pointing at Sehun.

BANG

Sehun fell on the floor, blood gushing from his head.

I stared in horror.

Then another shot.

BANG

I turned to see Luhan shot dead.

"Welcome to Hell." Said an all too familiar voice.

I froze in my spot, as Chanyeol came into sight, bloody, like when he killed himself.

"I'll be waiting for you." Chanyeol said.

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I jerked up off the bed, breathing heavily. I have never had that dream before, and I never want to again.

I was sitting there, trying to catch my breath, when I felt arms wrap around me.

I flinched, after having a dream like that, I was flustered.

"Shh. Shhhh." Sehun soothed me. He pulled me close against him and started to run his fingers through my hair.

I just sat there in his arms, still mortified from my nightmare.

"C'mon." Sehun said, getting up and walking to his jacket.

I sat there, confused for a second as to why he walked to his jacket.

"You need some help." Sehun said, pulling a brown sack out of the pocket.

I just nodded, and followed Sehun out of the motel.

Sehun kept walking till we reached the car, and he sat down on the hood.

He patted the spot beside him, and I just plopped down on the hood. Not really caring that I dont have pants on.

"So," Sehun said, pulling a bud out of the sack. He then pulled out a glass pipe, and began to smoke weed. Im pretty tempted. "What was your dream about?" He asked, letting a puff of smoke escape.

I grabbed the pipe from him, and took  a toke. He just stared at me, smirking.

"It wasnt a dream," I started, passing Sehun his pipe, "it was the worst nightmare that I ever had."

"Tell me." Sehun said.

Hell. Should I tell him that he got shot dead by Luhan who got shot dead by Chanyeol?

"What?" Sehun asked confused.

Oh shit, did I really say that outloud?

"Yes." Sehun replied.

"Omg." I said, how did I not know I was saying that?

"Its okay, Ive had a similar dream before. Only it involved Jackson and you." Sehun said, I turned to look at him shocked, but he was avoiding my gaze. "Except, I was the one shooting Jackson, because he shot you." Sehun said.

Yeah, Im not gonna comment on that one.

We sat there in silence for a few minutes.

"Lexi?" Sehun asked, staring at the stars, obviously wasted.

"Yes?"

"Where did you see yourself a year ago?" Sehun asked, laying down beside me on the hood.

"Well, probably with Jb and running my parents company. Naeyeon and Sara probably would be living in an apartment together, and Chanyeol would be playing college football. Luhan would be taking business trips all the time, and Mark would be in an out of jail, and I wouldve never met you." I replied honestly.

Everything I said was true. I didnt imagine two of those people to be dead, and one of them to even exsist.

"What about you?" I asked, turning to look at Sehun, who was already looking at me.

"Probably running the family company, married to Jiyoon. Jackson would be my best man, and I would also work in a studio with Kai. Jiyoon would be having my kid and not Jackson's. Luhan would come to Korea every once in awhile and we would hang out and he would talk about his latest hook up. You probably wouldnt exsist in my life either." Sehun admitted.

Im glad I met Sehun though, I love him.

I just stared into Sehun's eyes, and I knew that he felt the same way.

"If you have something against Luhan, then why did you come?" I suddenly asked.

Sehun's eyes returned back to the stars as he laid there deep in thought.

"Because Im a guy." Sehun started. "Even if I am holding a grudge because of his relationship with you, he is still a brother to me. Nothing will change that."

"Honestly, Luhan is just a close friend to me. My close friend with benefits. I feel like Luhan and I are just together, because we feel safe, and we can trust each other. I dont know if I can love him like that." I admitted.

I rolled over just to meet Sehun's eyes boring into mine.

"Why cant you love him?" Sehun asked, as if