Good or Bad?

Chapter 40: Wow friends?

The next morning, I woke up in a hospital. I looked over and saw Sehun asleep in the chair by me. He stayed.

Just then the doctor walked in.

"Ah, Alexandria you are awake. Okay, let me inform you of all that is going on. You got a few deep cuts on your torso so we went ahead and put stiches in those."

I lifted up my shirt and saw more than a 'few' rows of stiches.

Thanks Naeyeon.

"Um doc? What about my baby?"

His face turned blank at my question.

"About that. We could not find any fetus...uhm...present." He said.

My heart just dropped. Im not pregnant anymore?

I turned and saw that Sehun was awake, but was looking out the window. I know he is upset.

I felt tears hitting my arms, realizing I am crying.

"I am very sorry." I doctor said, walking out.

"Im sorry." Sehun said faintly.

"You dont need to."

"Yes I do Lexi." His voice raising. "I shouldnt have just left, I should have stayed and none of this would have happened." He said angrily. I could see how guilty he felt.

"Sehun it's not your fault. I got myself into this." I said.

Sehun was about to speak before Luhan, Sara and Mark walked in. Sara looked upset, almost as upset as Luhan. Sara immediately came over to me. Atleast I know one of my friendships is still real.

"Lex I am so sorry this happened." She said sorrowful.

Luhan walked over to the same side as Sehun, patting his shoulder.
"Are you comfortable or hungry?" Luhan asked me.

"No I am fine."

"Show them your stitches." Sehun said. I turned to look at a blank faced Sehun. Everyone else looked at me frantically waiting to see my stitches.

I slowly lift up my shirt to reveal my rows of stitches. Luhan and Mark stared wide eyed while Sara closed her eyes. She knew I no longer am pregnant.

I could see Sehun's cold stare on Luhan. I dont know what is up.

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I got discharged from the hospital and Sehun drove me home. When we arrived home, he grabbed my bag and walked into my house.

I walked in and immediately asked.
"Sehun what's wrong?"

Sehun stopped walking and turned to face me.

"Before I found out that you were pregnant, Naeyeon visited me. She told me about what Chanyeol did to you, and there could be a possibility that you will become pregnant. With Chanyeol's child." Sehun said.

I couldnt even speak because I didnt know what to think except one thing. Naeyeon knew Chanyeol's plan for me.

"She knew what he was going to do to me." I said, looking down.

Thinking about it now, Naeyeon was the one that encouraged me to get with Chanyeol. She always asked me to come to a park near Chanyeol's house. She knew what she was doing. She was Chanyeol's personal bitch.

But, I know Sehun isnt telling me everything.
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I took a walk around town. I needed some air when a hoe approached me.

"Hey." Madison said.

"What do you want?" I asked rudely.

"To apologize for Jb."

"Yeah well I dont need to hear his apology from his whore." I said, getting up and walking away.

"Wait!" Madison yelled.

I dont know why, but I stopped and walked back over to her. I just stood there looking at her blankly.

"The reason Jb has been acting like this towards you is because Sehun told him to."

Okay, what?

"Sehun told him to quit talking to you and to stay out of your life. That Jb would just get in the way."

Well he isnt wrong.

I just turned around and kept walking.

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I walked to Luhan's apartment and used a key to get in. Luhan was at work so I was here by myself.

I looked around his house when I spotted the 'L+L' box. Something was by it though. A letter. I picked it up and started reading it.

Dear Lexi,

I know it is wrong for me to have these feelings, but I am still crazy in love with you. Since I saw you again those many months ago, I cant get you out of my head. I still love you Lexi. Im sorry that I do. The reason why I beat up Sehun when I found out about your pregnancy, was because I knew he was going to have something I wanted. I wanted you and I to have a family together. But, I know that isnt a possibility for us anymore.

The note ended unfinished.
Luhan still loves me?

"What are you doing with that?"

I spun around to see Luhan looking at me with a blank expression.

"Luhan-"

"Why are you here?" He cut me off.
Luhan looked hurt.

"Luhan I-"

"Answer the question."

I sighed, "I was walking around, I used my key to get in. I saw you werent here, and then I saw your note." I admitted.

Luhan just stared at me before walking over, pushing me against the wall, kissing me.

I dont know why I didnt push him away.

When he finally broke the kiss, he said, "Well now you know. Now go back to your boyfriend." Luhan said angrily, pushing me out of his apartment.

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I reached my house and saw Jb sitting on my porch.

"What are you doing here?"

"I came to apologize."

I just nodded.

"Im sorry this has all happened. After the incident with Chanyeol, Naeyeon came and told me the truth. I am sorry that I didnt stop her." Jb said, walking off my porch.

I stood there for awhile before finally walking in to see Sehun.

"What was that about?" Sehun glared.

"He just apologized, calm down." I said, pushing past Sehun and up to my room.

Sehun grabbed my wrist when I tried to walk by.

"I know Luhan told you." Sehun said, letting go.

Sehun knows about Luhan's feelings?

I walked back upstairs and fell on my bed.

Oh my stress.

I was laying there facing the wall, when I felt the bed shift.

Sehun pulled me in his embrace and I just stayed still. I felt him kiss my cheek. But I dont know how to feel anymore. After Luhan's confession, I dont know what the truth is.