Good or Bad?

Chapter 74: Not the same

I just sat there staring at him.

"Take a picture it will last longer." Sehun snarled.

I snapped out of my trance, and turned to see Chanyeol with a suspicious look on his face.

"You know him or something?" Chanyeol asked.

"We have gone to school together since freshman year." Sehun said annoyed.

We did?

Why did I never notice him before?

"LEXI. TURN AROUND." Ms. L demanded.

I slowly rotate around in my seat, embarassed as fuck.

"Okay so now that we finally have everyone's attention," Ms. L said, glaring at me. "I have partnered you all up for our last project for the semester."

Jesus. I wish I was back in La-La land and out of this hell hole.

"Chanyeol and Madison."

Oh yeah, this bitch isnt dead. Nor is she Christian.

"Lexi and Sehun."

Oh shit.

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I skipped out on Chanyeol again, and came home by myself.

Setting my stuff on the counter, I noticed Luhan's box.

Its now or never.

I pulled the lid off the box, to reveal a note.

I slowly open it.

Dear Lexi,

I know one day you will get this box again. I just want to say thank you. You showed me what love is, and I hope I showed you the same. I love you with all my heart, and if we never meet again, just know that. We might meet again in the buisness world, but I dont think I can ever come back, because I dont think I would be able to leave you again.
If you have moved on, then I have a request. Date Oh Sehun. He has had a crush on you since freshman year, and it was so obvious. He was that scrowny kid that sat behind you in your science class. I never got to know him, but I know he is good enough for you. I dont know where I will be when you get this, but I will probably be missing you. I wish you the best of luck.

-♡- Luhan

I closed the note slowly. It was definetely different from my dream. Sehun was that nerd that was behind me? This has to be a sign. Sehun in the dream, and now this letter telling me to go for Sehun?

Today when I saw Sehun, he looked exactly how he did when I first met him in my dream. Maybe that was a way the universe was trying to tell me I am meant to be with Sehun.

I was sitting on my couch, contemplating my move on Sehun, when Sara barged in my house.

She stormed in, and I dont know what came over me, but I ran to her and gave her the biggest hug ever.

"Bitch, you are killing me." Sara said, hitting me trying to loosen my grip.

After a few more seconds of squeezing her, I realized I was crying. Really hard.

"Hey hey hey, whats wrong hun?" Sara asked me concerned.

"I-just-missed-you." I said in between breaths.

Sara's face softened.

Im so glad she is okay.

Now it was Sara's turn to suffocate me. Classic.

.....

"So what's up with you and Mark?" I asked.

Sara's face turned beet red.

Sara and I were sitting on my couch, catching up. More like she was catching me up.

"We have been dating for awhile now. Even before he came back." Sara said looking down.

"I am happy for you."

"I know what you are gonna say, but he didnt rape me, that was a rumor made by my parents when they walked in on Mark and I--Wait." Sara stopped talking and looked at me.

So my dream was right. Mark didnt rape Sara. Her parents just dont want her to be with him, not the whole 'Chanyeol is a crazy rapist' story

"Do you love him?" I asked.

I totally ship them now. Thanks to my fake reality. Fuck.

"Yes. A lot. He makes me feel... well...I know he loves me." Sara said, blushing like a five year old.

I know she loves Mark, and I know Mark loves her. If he loved her in a fake reality, I know he loves her in real life, especially since now we know he didnt rape her.

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I was just chilling on my bed when Chanyeol walked in.

I still dont know how to lock my house.

I sat up and stared at him. He was in a hoodie and basketball shorts.

"Chanyeol whats wrong?" I asked.

He sighed and walked over to my bed.

He sat down, and just looked at me while I scooted closer to him.

"Can we talk?" He asked me.

Uh oh. He never asks that so either someone died or something is up.

"Uhm yeah. Whats wrong?" I asked.

"Do you love me?" He asked.

I froze.

"Uh Chanyeol-"

"Its fine. I understand." He said, shaking his head.

"Its not that I dont love you, its just that I think I love someone else, more." I said.

Okay, that even hurt me.

Chanyeol's face looked hurt, but then changed to a sad smile.

"I kind of saw it coming. Plus, its my fault. I never even asked you to be my girlfriend." He said.

I just gave him a sad smile.

"I will give you space," Chanyeol started, looking down. "But, can I just have one more kiss before you leave me?" He asked.

I just nodded. Chanyeol is sweet, how he always was.

I grabbed his face, and smashed my lips against mine.

I guess I would consider that my last goodbye that I never wanted to happen.

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I woke up the next morning, with a plan. I was gonna find where Sehun lives and try my hardest not to be his stalker.

I am going to get Sehun. In real life this time...