Good or Bad?

Chapter 18: I need time

Sara came to my house as soon as she hung up.

"How the hell could you do that to Jb?" Sara said angrily.

"I-I-I dont know what happened-"

"Dont play that bullshit with me Lex. You saw Luhan, and you got drunk all on your own. You knew exactly what you were doing." Sara said. She was mad as hell.

"Okay fine, I got drunk and made a mistake."

"A mistake?" I suddenly heard a voice that wasnt Sara's. It was Jb.

Fuck.

"Jb-"

"No.NO!" He said. He wasnt even trying to hide his tears.

"Jb please-" I pleaded.

What the fuck did I do?

"No. Just. Just stop. And your window is open." Jb said before walking out the door, slamming it behind them.

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The next day at school, I was planning to talk to Jb. I saw him standing by his locker, but something stopped me from walking any further.

He was making out with a girl...Madison.

She was leaning by his locker, and pulling him closer by his shirt.

He looked like he was enjoying it to.

I could feel my heart drop.
I knew I deserved this...

But suddenly I felt a strong grip on my shoulder.

Chanyeol....

"C'mon." He said, motioning to the parking lot.

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He drove us to the park.

"Luhan is back isnt he?" Chanyeol suddenly asked. All I could do was nod.

"Jb came over the other day and punched me in the face. Ha." Chanyeol said lightly chuckling and touch the huge bruise on his jaw.

"He doesnt like Madison. He just wants to give you a taste of your own medicine. I know they have had sex though." Chanyeol said wrapping his arm around me.

Im too hurt to care that he is comforting me.

"I know I deserve this. Luhan came back. I got myself drunk. Everything I did, I knew i was doing it. I shouldnt have gone back to his apartment. This wouldve never happeneded." I said, looking down.

"Just give him time. I know how he feels about you. But you need to stay on the low Lexi. Stay away from Luhan and stay away from Jb." Chanyeol said before kissing my cheek and walking away. Leaving me alone at the park.

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Madison was at his house. In a crop top and booty shorts. Jb was wearing what he always wore. He was "teaching" her how to fix the car.

She was leaning over the hood infront of Jb. I saw him look at her butt, and moved closer.

But then his eyes met mine....

He knew I was watching the whole time...

I back away from the window, and curl up on the floor.

I make a mistake, I look outside. Madison's long legs are hanging out of the car windows.

He finally did it.

He finally ruined me.

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I was sitting in my living room, just staring at the wall.

*ding dong*

Ugh. Great. Human interaction.