Good or Bad?

Chapter 75: Steps

I paced back and forth around my room.

Why am I so damn nervous to confront Sehun?

Oh right. The dream wasnt real, and everything that happened wasnt real. I dont even know if Sehun is the same as he was in the dream.

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I decided to drive to the first place I could think of. His apartment in my dream.

As I was driving downtown, I thought about how I never knew this apartment complex even existed. So why did it in my dream?

I pull into the parking lot, and take a deep breath.

It's now or never.

I got out of my car, and climbed the steps.

Apartment A203.

I stood in front of the sleek black door, nervous as hell.

I stood there, contemplating whether I would knock or not. But then the door opened.

Standing there was Luhan.

My eyes grew wide in shock.

Luhan was in a business suit with a brief case.

"Alexandria." He said.

I just stared at him.

"What are you doing here?" He asked me, he seemed anxious and confused at the same time.

"I thought this was someone else's residence." I said, slowly turning around to walk down the steps.

What the fuck am I doing? I spent like two years waiting for him to come back, and then when I finally see him this is how I react?

Then I felt a hand grab mine.

"Lexi wait." Luhan begged.

I stopped, but remained with my back facing him.

"Let me explain some things." He begged.

I heaved a sigh before turning and marching past Luhan and into his apartment.

I heard the door close as I plopped down on the soft couch, being sucked inside.

"Say what you need to say." I said plainly.

Luhan sighed before taking the seat in front of me.

This was the same old Luhan. Angelic and kind. He gives off a sort of soft aura.

"I wanted to say I am sorry. For not contacting you, or coming to see you." Luhan said.

Now I am curious as to how long this bitch has been here.

"Luhan, how long have you been back?" I asked, avoiding his gaze.

"A few months." He admitted. "My company moved back over here. Im now the CEO." Luhan said softly.

Luhan was always too smart for his own good. He could have skipped like two grades. He didnt need college to make it in the real world. He is perfect, because he is Luhan.

I shook my head and looked down. This is reality. Luhan didnt say he was coming back for me, he said he might see me in the business world. But right now, we are in two seperate worlds. I am still in the first semester of my senior year, while he is the CEO of his family company...

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"So you went there thinking it was Sehun's apartment, but it was actually Luhan's?" Sara asked me.

I just nodded slowly, staring at the ground.

I was at Sara's house, trying to have as much alone time with her as possible.