Good or Bad?

Chapter 12: Im fine

Chanyeol turned himself in yesterday. He spent the night in jail only to get bailed out by his father. He went back to school, but was kicked out of football for the arrest.

Mark's parents however, just left him in jail. I can tell Sara is a bit upset with Mark being locked up, but she will be okay one day.

It's hard to do the right thing for yourself when the person you love does wrong...

Ive been staying with Sara for a few days, just to make sure she is okay. We just do a program to make up our hours missed in school.

I havent seen Jb since his busted in on Mark. He hasnt contacted me or visited me. Even though I know he talks to Sara everyday....

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I was walking past Sara's room when I heard a male voice talking. I knew exactly who it was.

Jb.

"Is she eating right?" Jb asked

"Yes, I make sure of it." I heard Naeyeon's voice. Naeyeon is here too?

"Is she mad at me?" I heard his voice drop down. Does Jb come here to ask about me?

"That's your job to find out. You need to confront her." I heard Sara.

Jb hasnt talked to me since that night at the park. Im not gonna lie.

I miss him like hell.

Chanyeol told me to go after Jb. It hurt to hear him say that, because I know he cared for me and only me. While I was with Chanyeol sometimes I found myself thinking about Jb.

I feel like Jb is like the next Luhan in my life.

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I was in my room on Instagram, when Naeyeon and Sara both come in.

"Hey Lex." Sara says with a small smile.

I shoot both of them a smile, before they come and sit on the end of my bed.

"I just wanted to apologize." Naeyeon started. "I shouldnt have pressured you to date Chanyeol. I shouldnt have thought that Jb was the reason." Naeyeon said.

Then it was Sara's turn.

"Im sorry that I got you into all of this. If I hadnt of ever dated Mark in the first place, he never wouldve met yall. He wouldnt have raped you. But please dont blame Chanyeol. I know what Mark had on Chanyeol. Chanyeol has liked you since Freshman year. Mark threatened to kill you if he didnt help ruin Jb's life." Sara explained.

Chanyeol did all of that for me?

"He only undressed you at the cabin, because he knew Mark wouldve hurt you. Chanyeol hated that he had to do that. He told me everything before he left yesterday." Sara said.

I dont understand why im always left out. I mean Jb visits Sara and Naeyeon. Chanyeol told Sara about everything.

Why do I have to figure out stuff the hard way?

Oh. I was deep in thought again.

I look up to see Sara and Naeyeon staring at me. They seem anxious for my response.

"Im not mad. Im not mad at any of you, well minus Mark." I said, cracking a small smile.

"I do know that Jb visits yall and not me. He asks about me, but doesnt visit me. He hasnt even talked to me since like...weeks ago." I say trying to add up the time. Sara and Naeyeon look down. I know they feel guilty.

"We actually told Jb not to visit you...." Naeyeon said.

Bitches -_-

"Why would you do that?" I ask. That kind of pissed me off.

"We figured it would be best to help you to avoid anymore conflict." Sara said. She knew what she did was wrong. You can tell how she looks everywhere else but me when she talks.

"Well stop." I say as nice as possible.

"I want to see him." I say.

I've never been more honest in my entire life.

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I decided it was time for me to go home. I had Naeyeon take me home. As I open the door a wave of relief washes over me.

Honestly, I havent slept in my own bed in weeks. I normally stayed with Chanyeol or Sara.

"Chanyeol it's late I should leave." I say lazily on the couch. I can barely keep my eyes open.

Chanyeol and I watched reality tv every night. We would always make fun of it. Thats one thing that I miss about him.

"Just stay here then." He said nonchalantly. I turned to look at him, just to see him smiling at me.

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It was 11:56 p.m. when I couldnt stay awake any longer.

"Come on Lexi-ah." Chanyeol said, yanking on my hand trying to pull my lazy self off the couch.

"Carry me." I say with my eyes closed, raising my arms in the air waiting to be carried.

I can feel one arm go under my legs and the other under my back.
He lifted me up without a struggle. I wrapped my arms around his neck, and with my eyes still closed, I rested my head on his shoulder.

Chanyeol is a sweet boyfriend. I know he loves me. He doesnt even have to say he loves me. I can see it in his eyes, and the way he looks at me.

And at this point in time, I know I love him too.

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When we got to Chanyeol's room, he gently placed me on his bed. He lifted up the covers, placing them over me. I was still awake, I just found it sweet how he cares for me.

I heard him open the closet. I slightly opened my eye enough to see him reach for a blanket. I know what he is doing. He is gonna sleep on the couch.

"Come sleep with me." I said, trying my hardest not to sound perverted.

I heard him close the closet door, seconds later I felt the bed shift.

My eyes were still closed as I wiggled my way closer to him. Trying to move to the other side of a king size bed is like a snail running a marathon.

When I finally reach the other side of the bed, I smile when I am wrapped in his warm embrace.

I felt home. It felt so right.

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As I was in thought I didnt notice that a certain asshole had slipped into my room.

"Are you stupid or something? Why are you always daydreaming." Jb said, rudely interrupting my beautiful memory.

But I cant be mad. Not after I saw his smirk. I missed that.

All i can think of to say is, "Took you long enough to come see me."

At that very moment I was attacked with a huge bear hug.

"I missed you..."