2 years later
"Sehun stooooppp." I whined, as I fed our son, Luke, his breakfast.
Sehun continued to tickle the back of my neck, making Luke laugh in the process.
"Ha see! I am funny!" Sehun said happily.
I just rolled my eyes and went back to what I was doing.
Luke is 15 months old, obviously concieved during my honeymoon. Sehun and I had moved back to California to be closer to my parents, who are now retired. Sehun and I both run the company.
Luke looks just like Sehun, his dark brown hair hair and black eyes make me smile everyday.
Sara and Mark moved back to California as well, along with their son Kelton.
Yeah, they named their son Kelton. I dont know why Sara chose that name.
Kelton is older than Luke, he is about 4 or 5. I am a terrible best friend for not keeping track of how old Sara's kid is.
Whatever I guess.
Jb and Madison ended up getting married. I dont know when they hooked up, but who cares. They actually turned Christian. I nearly shat myself.
Chanyeol and Naeyeon, after years of couples counseling, finally figured out that they cant live without each other.
I will never forget the night Sehun and I found out what the counselor was making them use as a "coping mechanism."
We were all in Vegas....yeah I know. Memories.
We were at the Casino and Sehun and I got the room right beside Chanyeol and Naeyeon. Turns out that after they have a fight, they have angry make up sex.
That entire night I didnt sleep a wink. The next morning though, they were very peachy.
Now Sara cracks jokes about how Sehun and I's sex life died that night.
Oh lord was she wrong.
Did I forget to mention I am pregnant again?
Five months to be exact, and this time its a girl.
Yeahhhh, the last time all of us squad members went on a trip together, Sehun and I got back at Chanyeol and Naeyeon.
The next morning they couldnt even look at us. They just stared off in the distance, their faces would become pale, and they would look up at Sehun and I when someone asked how they slept.
Ah yes, friendship.
We havent had any trips together since.
But Sara being the little slut she is, also told us during the trip she was pregnant. Also, that her and Mark were finally going to get married.
You wouldve thought we won the lottery. We were all jumping around and screaming.
Fun times.
But, one things I always think back on is high school, I think back to the dream.
Then I think about Luhan, who is traveling the world. Who knows where he is right now.
Or Cody, who believe it or not, is in medical school to become a surgeon. He got like a 1400 something score on his SAT. The boy may have stupid jokes, but he isnt an idiot.
I still remeber when Cody called during the honeymoon.
He said "BABY ALL THROUGH THE NIGHT I'LL MAKE LOVE TO YOU-"
Then Sehun hung up.
Cody had officially ruined the mood....for that hour atleast.
______4 years later
"Mom I am gonna be fine." Luke said to me, as I was hugging him tightly.
"I know I know, its just my baby is finally starting school." I cried.
Leave me alone. I am a weeping mother.
"Its kindergarten mom...not college." Luke groaned.
Luke is very advanced for a kindergartener. Thats mostly Sehun's fault for giving him the mad genius gene.
"I know I know. Can you atleast try not to make the other kids inferior?" I asked.
Luke just nodded, giving me a small smile, before wrapping his arms around my neck.
"I love you Luke."
"I love you too mommy."
Then Luke let go, and ran into the classroom.
I just sighed and walked back to the car, driving back to my house in Beverly Hills.
.....
"Dont stop believin! HOLD ONTO TO THAT FEELINNNNN!" Sehun belted.
I was just sitting on the couch, my hands over Chloe, our 3 year old's, ears.
I just rolled my eyes at Sehun who was in the middle of the living room, in sweatpants and a tshirt with messy hair, singing into my hair brush.
I just looked at him with my resting bitch face the entire time.
Then Chloe laughed at him.
"Stupid daddy!" She cooed.
I cracked a smirk at the dumbfounded Sehun.
He ran his hand through his hair as he sighed.
"You know, when she laughed I thought finally someone loved me in the house." Sehun complained.
"Keep dreaming." I said, rolling my eyes and walking into the kitchen.
I reached up into the cabinet, only to feel a pair of arms wrap around me.
"Why dont you love meeee?" Sehun complained in a whisper.
Even whispering he complains.
"You know I love youuuuu." I mimicked his deep voice the best I could. I turned around and pecked him on the lips, wiggling out of his grip.
_____
I was sitting on the back porch, looking out at the view. Thinking about life.
I am so thankful for everything that has happened to me. I am thankful that sixteen years ago, Luhan saved me from commiting suicide, and showed me how it felt to be loved. I am thankful for him everyday for that.
I am thankful for Cody, who was always there to cheer me up. Even though it wasnt real, I still know that Cody would put his life on the line to save a friend any day.
I am thankful for Jb for keeping one hoe...aka Madison...off the streets.
Damn I am fake.
I am thankful for Chanyeol who loved me all those years ago, and now treasures one of my best friends.
I am thankful for Mark, who loves Sara unconditionally. She had a rough life until Mark stepped in and showed her that she wasnt worthless, that she was beautiful. He gave her two beautiful kids. Kelton and Ava.
I am thankful for Sehun. Who I love with all my heart. I met him in a dream, and reality followed. Fate brought us together, and i have never been happier in my entire life. He has loved me, and never gave me a reason to question his feelings. He is an amazing father to Luke and Chloe, and I couldnt ask for a better life partner.
Last but not least, my best friend Sara. Who I am thankful for the most.
We have been best friends for 20 years. Through out those 20 years we have laughed, cried, fought, screamed, traveled, broke down in tears, saved each others life and who knows what else. I am so thankful for being able to have a friend like her. I am so glad that she is finally happy. Her life was horrible, and now thanks to everyone around her, she is finally whole again.I am finally whole again.
I know what love is, because I now love people unconditionally, and recieve it. Not only from the love of my life Sehun, but from everyone that actually matters to me. I guess my life has more good than bad.The end...
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