Good or Bad?

Chapter 41: Old Feelings

"Can we talk about this?" I begged.
The entire morning Sehun has been ignoring me. He didnt get up and cook breakfast like he would. He just sat on the couch and played on his phone.

"What is there to talk about Lexi? I know you still have feelings for Luhan. I know the baby wasnt mine either." Sehun said.

Since when was a baby brought into this? Plus...Im not even pregnant anymore...

"If I had feelings for Luhan then you wouldnt be here Sehun. And how can you just bring up the pregnancy like that?" I asked softly.

"Because I figured out that it isnt mine. I did the math, it wouldve been to quick for it to be mine." Sehun said in a 'duh' tone.

Honestly I am getting tired of his attitude, and I never thought that would happen with Sehun.

"You know what Sehun...just get out. You are not going to treat me like this in my own house." I said.

Before Sehun could reply, my parents strolled through the front door.

"Oh Lexi great you are here! We brought you some souvenirs!" My mom chimed.

Great timing mom.

I rolled my eyes and pushed Sehun outside.

Sehun looks annoyed, and honestly I am irritated as hell.

"What the fuck is your problem Sehun?"

"You are my problem."

I stiffened at his answer.

"Excuse me?"

"You are my problem. I fucking love you and all you do is get pregnant from a different guy and kiss my best friend." Sehun said.

Does he really think I wanted to get pregnant from Chanyeol?

But someone interrupted for me.

"Get the hell off my property before I shoot you." My dad said.

I turned around wide eyed.

My dad looked at me blankly.

"And you." He pointed at me. "We need to talk."

Aw fuck.

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"Why didnt you tell us?" My mom asked concerned.

"How did you expect me to talk to you guys about my corrupt life? Yall were never home." I said, looking down.

"Honey look at where you live. Things like this come with sacrifices. We never wanted to leave you, but we had to." My mom said.

I know I should forgive them, but they act like we needed all this. I wouldve been perfectly happy in a normal sized home.

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"Fuck Sehun, he is tripping." Sara said.

I met Sara for lunch since I have been starving since 9.

"But Luhan." I said.

"Look. If Sehun is tripping then maybe talk to Luhan. Figure out your feelings, or I dont know. How about be single." Sara said, adding emphasis on 'single'.

I cringed at the thought.

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I found myself at the bar. I look older than my age, so they didnt bother with ID.

I sat at the bar, downing shot after shot.

My vision was a little fuzzy when someone came and sat beside me.

He was quite good looking.

"What's a girl like you doing here by yourself?" He asked.

"Therapy." I joked. "Relationship problems. Obstacle courses of life." I said, taking another shot.

"Maybe you should be single." He joked.

"Maybe." I said.

For some reason this guy was strangely familiar.

"You want to dance?" He suddenly asked.

I turn to look at the pool of sex and grinding on the dance floor.

"Hell, why not." I said, grabbing his hand.

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We had been dancing for hours it felt like. Of course we grinded. I wasnt going to miss an oppurtunity. Especially since Sehun always cock blocks me now.

"Lets get out of here." The guy whispers in my ear.

I nod, and follow him out to his car.

"Are you really going to drive?" I asked.

"I havent been drinking, you have." He said, shoving me in the passenger seat.

The whole way back to this guy's place, I sang horribly to 'High School Musical' songs that I chose on YouTube.

"I KNOW, THAT SOMETHING HAS CHANGED. NEVER FELT THIS WAY. HMMMM. THIS COULD BE THE START OF SOMETHING NEW. IT FEELS SO RIGHT TO BE HERE WITH YOU.OHH!" I belted.

"Jesus Christ." I heard the guy mumble.

Im proud of myself.

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When we got to his house it seemed awfully familiar. But I couldnt quite put my finger on it.

I was obviously drunk off my ass. I pushed the guy up against his own wall.

"Slow down baby girl. You will regret this." The stranger said. Turning and pinning me against the wall.

Baby girl? Why is this familiar?

Eh.

"I dont care." I breathed out. And sure enough, at that moment, I didnt give a damn who this guy is.

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The next morning I woke up in a foreign place, and I was naked, so it was worse.

Ah hell. I one night standed it last night didnt I?

I felt arms wrapped around me. Oh great.

I slowly turn around and face someone that I hella didnt want to see. Jb.

I screamed and kicked Jb off the bed. He fell on the floor. Thank god he had underwear on.

"What the hell?!" He yelled, standing up. Not gonna lie, he hasnt changed one bit.

"Why the fuck?!" I asked. Motioning at my nakedness.

"Dont blame me baby girl. You're the one that threw me up against the wall." Jb said with a smirk. He walked back over to me and hovered over me.

"Up for round two?" He asked with a smirk.

I kneed him in the balls and pushed him on the floor.

He was curled up in a ball, holding onto his junk. I just walked over him and got to my clothes.

"You know-Sehun will find out." Jb said.

"And your ass will find out how it feels to have a foot shoved up it." I threatened.

"Fight me bitch." He said. I just rolled my eyes.

I hurried out of the house only to meet Madison.

"What the fuck?" She asked as I hurried past her.

I didnt even answer before I was already in a B-line to Sara's house.

When I finally got there, I totally walked in on her and Mark about to do it. A shirtless Mark screamed and fell off the couch. A half naked Sara looks up at me.

"The fuck Lexi!?" She asked irritated.

"I fucked Jb." I spit out.

Her eyes widened.

"What the hell?" Mark said, popping up.