Good or Bad?

Chapter 76: Truth be told

I stood there in Sehun's doorway as he turned around and gave me a smile.

This is some 50 shades of Grey shit.

"Well come in. Sit." Sehun said, walking back and sitting behind his desk.

I walk into the office slowly, looking at all of the familiar characteristics.

Yup, I have definetely been here before.

I sit in the chair directly in front of his desk.

"So what brings you here?" Sehun asked, clasping his hands on top of his desk.

Ugh, how do I start this.

Honesty?

"Well Im just going to say it straight. I want to go out on a date with you." I blurted.

Sehun just stared at me.

"...No." He said plainly.

Well my heart just fell off a cliff.

Sehun turned back to his work.

"Why not?"

"Because I said no."

"But why?" I kept asking.

Sehun looked up, clearly irritated.

"Because welcome to the reality where not everyone likes you." Sehun said quite rudely.

Okay, this bitch isnt going to insult me.

"How dare you. What happened to the sweet Sehun that sat behind me in science?"

"Ha. You never even knew I exsisted. You dont have any right to act like you know me." Sehun scoffed.

Well, I knew Sehun in my dream. Even if this knowledge is fake, lets give it a go.

"Oh but I do know you. If you like a girl, you will take her anywhere she wants to go. Your ideal date is a Disney theme park. You have two best friends in Korea. Jackson and Kai. You love to binge watch Netflix, and love cold weather back in Korea because you could cuddle. If you arent at work, then you are playing basketball or working out. You rarely ever cry because you bottle up your emotions, but get extremely jealous and protective if another guy gets one inch near your girlfriend." I said.

Sehun looked up at me. I probably said to much.

"I dont know how you know that... but get out." He demanded.

Sehun went back to looking down.

Wait, my dream was right? This has to mean something.

.....

When I walked into my house, a wave of emptiness washed over me.

Nothing was real. My happiness wasnt real. My life with Luhan wasnt real. Shit. My life with Sehun wasnt real. Mark and Sara's life wasnt real.

So much wasnt real, but only a few things were true, and that was Sehun wasnt any different than he was in the dream.

That had to mean something.

....

"I decided to go somewhere with Mark for Christmas break." Sara said hesitantly to me.

Sara came over, claiming she had something to tell me.

Looks like Kelton will be conceived very soon.

"And your parents are letting you do that?" I asked.

"No. I was hoping you would cover for me. Cody will help." Sara said.

Count on Sara to drag me in some deep shit.

"As long as you use protection with Mark, I will make sure there is no trace to a secret vacation with him."

Sara sighed.

"Hey Sara?" I asked.

"Yeah?"

"If you are gonna have a boy one day, will you name him Kelton?" I asked.

Sara's face contorted with disgust.

"Who the fuck names their child Kelton?" Sara asked.

Most likely you....

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I was sitting on my couch when I heard someone knock on the door.

I pulled myself off the couch, and slumped my way to the door.

I opened it to reveal Luhan in some jeans and a hoodie.

I took a sharp intake of air and opened the door wide enough to let him in.

Luhan slipped in, and plopped down on the same couch. The same couch he used to sit on years ago when he came over.

I sat opposite of him.

Luhan looked normal at the moment. His facial features had aged a bit. He had grown taller and his voice was deeper. Luhan was definetely not in high school anymore. He was the CEO of his own company and is only 19. Yet, he still has the same god-like appearance.

We sat in complete silence until I finally broke it.

"Why are you here?"

"I wanted to see you." Luhan said softly.

"Your note said otherwise."

"Ha. So you did get it?" He asked, turning to look at me with a small smirk.

"This isnt the "business world" so why did you come?"

"I wanted to know if you have been with Sehun yet?" He asked.

I wonder if Luhan is still as good of a listener as he used to be.

"I went to see him, but he turned me down." I said bluntly.

Luhan looked up at me, almost with sadness.

"You know why right?"

I just shook my head.

"Sehun is leaving to go to Sweden for a few years." Luhan said.

I know it shouldnt have affected me, but I just found him in real life. Im kind of upset he is leaving.

I gulped, a lump rising in my throat.

"When is he leaving?" I asked in a hoarse voice.

"Two days." Luhan said quietly.

I just looked down.

If I am going to tell Sehun how I feel, then I need to do it quickly.