unexpected

Ten

having Nash's brother stay here is pretty fun.
Hayes is really funny so it just makes him really fun to be around.

Hayes and I have actually become really good friends. and that makes me really happy because he is one of my only friends here.

we got really close a few days ago at Matthews house actually.

everyone fell asleep and I wanted food. so Hayes helped show me where all the food was. and after that we just started having one of those conversations where you never run out of stuff to talk about.

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right now I was currently sitting on my bed thinking of what to do.

I decided to just go to Cameron's room.

I slipped on my glasses and walked into his room and sat down on his bed.

He rolled over and faced me.

"Oh hey Kylie. are you okay?" he asked while rubbing his eyes.

ever since our conversation about my anxiety, he's made sure to be extra careful around me. I don't know why but he has. 

"Yea I'm fine. just bored. so I decided to come in here and bother you." I smiled.

"Oh thanks that so nice" He said sarcastically which made me laugh.

"So what do you want to do today?" Cameron asked me.

"uhm I don't care. I was just planning to stay in my room all day" I said honestly.

"Noooo. you can't do that! we are in California. we are going to have fun!" He told me.

"Okay so what are we going to do then?" I asked.

"How bout' we go to the beach!" He exclaimed.

I got very nervous. I didn't want anyone to see me in a bathing suit.

"Uh- well - I mean" I stuttered a little bit.

"No I don't really want to if that's okay." my heart was racing.

I am not confident with my body at all. so I'm really not comfortable being in a bathing suit around all the boys all day.

"Okay then. What about the mall then? We can go shopping!!!" Cameron cheered.

"Okay sure. I do need some new tops and shorts. " I smiled.

"Okay well go get ready and eat something. we can leave whenever. I'll ask Nash and Hayes if they want to come with us." He told me before I went into my room.

I changed into a white muscle tank that said hood 96' on the back.

yes I am a 5sos fan. how could i not be?

I slid on a pair of jean shorts and I put my black converse on.

then I went into my bathroom. I decided to leave my hair down because I was too lazy to have to mess with it.

After I got ready, I walked downstairs into the kitchen and put a waffle in the toaster.

I literally walked out of the room for a second and came back to find my waffle missing.

I saw Hayes across the room with his mouth full.

"Hayes!" I shouted at him.

"What?" he asked with a mouthful of waffle.

"I was going to eat that!" I said.

"Oh I'm sorry" we both laughed.