unexpected

Sixteen

I only ate two slices of pizza at dinner

after dinner we had to drop Hayley off at home. she said it was a family emergency.

Hayes said it must be bad because she isn't even close to her family.

we dropped her off then drove home. it was awkwardly silent during the car ride home until cameron spoke.

"look I'm sorry. I shouldn't have brought that up during dinner" he said apologetically.

"yeah you really shouldn't have. you don't understand how embarrassed I was. now everyone thinks I'm anorexic. you don't even understand why I'm not eating anyways. so just stay out of my business." I mumbled.

"actually I do know all about those girls and your past and why you aren't eating." he said. I was completely shocked. I cant believe he knows.

"then you shouldn't understand why I'm doing this!" I spoke again.

"I did at first but it's getting too much now. you're getting too little. you need to start eating more before you actually do become anorexic."

"I'm not even that little cameron just stop!" I said as I crossed my shoulders.

I looked down at my fat thighs that were laying against the seat.

"yes you're so little!! how much do you weigh anyways?" he asked.

"100!" I said proudly.

I thought we were gonna wreck because cameron slammed on the brakes and pulled over to the side really fast which caused me to freak out.

"100 fucking pounds for a 15 year old girl!? KYLIE THAT ISNT EVEN NEAR THE AVERAGE WEIGHT FOR YOUR AGE. HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO YOUR SELF?"

"STOP YELLING AT ME!!" I screamed at him to get him to stop talking as I started crying.

all I could think about is how cameron could've killed us and how he was yelling at me and I'm too skinny and I'm a disappointment to everyone.

"fuck" he whispered as he hit the steering wheel.

"I'm sorry Kylie. I shouldn't be yelling at you and I didn't mean to stop the car like I'm just frustrated-"

"just stop talking okay!! I have a problem and I realize that but you don't make it any better. you just remind me of it every single second and all you do is yell at me about it which makes it worse okay so just stop!" i grabbed my phone and got out of the car.

"Kylie what are you doing?" he asked.

"I'm walking home. I do not trust you driving." I said.

"Kylie get in the car"

"no"

"get in the car right now or you're grounded." he said.

"fine ground me I don't care" I kept walking.

"why do you have to make things so complicated!!" he ground as he got of his car.

"what are you doing?" I asked as he walked over to me and picked me up.

I started screaming for him to put me down but it didn't work.