unexpected

twenty one

i look like shit. i feel like shit. everyone keeps looking at me like i'm shit. i keep getting weird expressions from strangers. and even the guys. no one can really believe how bad i look.

"why do you just have random nails sticking out of ur stairs? that's just not okay" hayes told nash as we waited in the airport for our next flight.

"guys we are about miss our flight. it's gate D-14 not B-14. come in we have to hurry." cameron said as the guys started to run. of course they all had to be really fast and i'm over here struggling to breathe and can barely hold my luggage. oh ya and it hurts to run because my legs are so sore. Hayes noticed and he slowed down.

"get on my back" i did as he said and hopped onto his back. he was holding his back pack and my purse in his hands and i had my hands gripped around his neck and my legs wrapped around his torso.

"well this is fun" i said which made hayes laugh.

we arrived at the gate just before they were about to close it.

hayes set me down and we all boarded the plane. of course our seats were all split up. nash and cameron sat together so hayes and i sat together.

once we got settled in our seats it was time for take off.

as the plane moved faster and faster u shit my eyes and covered my ears. i hate planes. i hate take offs. i can't do this.

i started breathing heavier and heavier. but then hayes grabbed my hand. i looked at him and he spoke, "hey it's going to be alright. just take deep breaths." that didn't really work but then he started rubbing my back and counting to help my breathing. before i knew it we were up and the air.

"thank you" i said quietly and embarrassed.

i think hayes could tell i was embarrassed because he kept telling me it was okay and normal and that this happens to him.

even though the plane already took off hayes still kept his hand intertwined with mine.

i leaned my head on his shoulders and closed my eyes.

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my eyes were closed for a long time. because when i opened them i wasn't on the plane anymore. i was being carried around the airport. i looked up at who was carrying me and it was hayes. i shut my eyes really fast so he didn't see me awake because i didn't want to have to walk.

"is she still asleep?" asked nash.

"ya i feel bad. she's probably in so much pain" hayes said. i could feel the movement in his chest when he talked.

"well it is your fault. and i don't even understand why you are carrying her anyways." cameron snapped.

"cam chill. i didn't mean for this to happen and you know that. and she's asleep and her legs hurt. it doesn't bother me to carry her she weighs like nothing." hayes whispered so he didn't wake me up.

"yes guys we really need to get her to eat more. and we need to make her see herself the way we do" nash said.

my stomach churned a little. i didnt like when they talked about me. and now since hayes is holding me it's making me wonder if i should wake up now so he doesn't have to drag me around. i weigh the same as a fucking elephant. he's probably struggling so much.

"here's our luggage. hayes you need to put her down so you guys can get the suitcases" cameron said.

"it's fine cameron. she's asleep. i'll get nashes suit case. and you get kylie's." nash said.

that's when i finally "woke up". i squirmed around in hayes arms.

"well good morning to you too" hayes said. i laughed and he put me down. i grabbed my suit case from cameron and we walked to the car.

cameron sat in front next to the driver and i sat in the back between nash and hayes.

we pulled up to the hotel and lots of fans were waiting there.

"okay kylie, the boys and i are going to get our right here and meet some fans. you are going to be dropped off in the back. matt and the jacks will help you get our luggage." cameron instructed me. i just nodded my head and listened to the chaos coming from outside.

the driver dropped me off and the boys were back there.

"dope cast kayla. can i sign it?" jg asked.

"sure when we get back up to the room" i smiled.

matt grabbed cameron stuff, jj grabbed hayes, and jg grabbed nash's and i got my own.

"okay let's go to the elevator. we are on the 4th floor. cameron has to check you guys in and who knows how long he is going to be out there. so we can take everything to our room first" matt said.

we got in the elevator and arrived at the 4th floor. as soon as we settled down in their room, the guys were lined up and ready to sign my cast.

i just laughed as i watched her argue over the sharpie.

"does anyone have any animal crackers? or a burger. i'm so hungry. i can literally hear my stomach growl." i said while i rubbed my stomach.

"yes okay let's go to mcdonalds"  jj said.