"Why did you run away?" Mason asks me as I walked into my house with Carl and Alex. I didn't want to tell him that I was suicidal because it would wreck him.
"She just needed a think." Carl covered me, giving everyone a smile. He's so relieved I'm home and safe.
"Okay. Just not over the walls... there's bad people out there."
"I know. We've encountered enough." I said sadly, remembering the bad people we fought against. Lots of people were lost because of them.
He jumped up rapidly and hugged me. His head buried in the crook of my neck. "I know. I missed you too."
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Carl had told me that Glenn told him that Noah's death was Nicolas' fault. He didn't kill him, might aswell have.
I went on a rampage, attempting to storm over to his house and confront him about it. Carl stopped me unfortunately because he's scared of me going out alone again. I'll just confront him in the morning.
Deanna had banned Nicolas and Glenn from using guns and going outside the walls. I just don't get why his punishment was harsher. He practically killed Noah.
I also can't believe how selfish I was. I was putting down everyone around me. Plus I wasn't the only one who lost someone. Aiden died too, Katy's brother. I'll have to see her and Deanna soon.
Michonne and Rick had been made constable, which is like a cop. Rick was a police officer before, and Michonne was a lawyer.
"What are you thinking about?" Carl asked me taking ahold of both of my hands. I smiled in response, and told him 'nothing'. "You're beautiful."
"What's that got to do with anything?"
"It's got to do with nothing. I just wanted to tell you. I fucking missed you're beauty."
"Thanks Carl?" I chuckled. "God damn. I'm a horrible person. Noah hasn't even been gone a week and I'm here laughing at someone calling me beautiful. What is wrong with me?"
"Nothing. There's not enough time to dwell on the past. I know you miss Noah. I miss Noah. Doesn't mean you can't be a little happy every know and then."
"Such wise words coming from you." I laughed. He playfully tackled me in a hug way and laid me on the bed, his face inches away from mine. I smashed my lips onto his, passion flying everywhere. My arms were around his neck. His tongue begged for a entrance and after I joke around I finally let him in. Carl tries to fiddle with the hem of my shirt.
"Carl, stop." I say quietly breaking away from his lips.
"What's up? Are you okay?" He panics, holding me tightly.
"Yeah it's just... I'm not ready." I disappointly look at the floor.
"It's okay. It's my first time too. Whenever you're ready." He says.
"Thank you." I smile, kissing him gently on the lips. "Now I have to go. It's late."
"Can't you just sleep round?" Carl asked me, fixing his brunette hair. Goddamn.
I shook my head. "Alex wants me to sleep at my own house. Plus I have to see Glenn about this Nicolas thing."
"I'll walk you."
"No Carl. I'll be fine on my own. I know you don't trust me to be on my own but I'll be fine."
"Fine. But you don't leave without a kiss." Carl cheekily pouts his lips. I go over and give him a quick kiss before walking to Glenn's and Maggie's.
I sauntered over to Maggie's and Glenn's. I saw them on the porch talking to one another. I didn't want to interrupt so I just stood there for a while.
"Are you positive?" Glenn asks Maggie uncertainly.
"Well I've been throwing up a lot more than I should be, Glenn. My period isn't on track. So I'm pretty sure."
Wait what?
"Have you took a test?" She shook her head and sighed.
"Glenn, we can't bring a baby in this fucked up world."
"But we can, Lori did it. Rick and Carl raised Judith. If they can do it we can."
"You're pregnant?" I asked, stepping out the shadows.
"Mary? W-we thought you-" They say running up to me.
"Well I'm not. Now, Maggie you're pregnant?"
"I-I don't know for certain."
"Congratulations." I say to both of them. I'm happy for them.
"Don't tell anyone, Mary. We don't know for certain and we don't want to worry the group." Glenn says kind of sternly.
"I won't, I promise."
"Good. I'm sorry for your lost by the way. Noah was a good kid." Maggie says sadly.
"It's okay. I don't want to talk about it." I answered cutting off the subject completely. "Well I better be getting home. I'll talk to you tomorrow Maggie."
I wave goodbye and walk to my house.
I reach my house. The lights are off so Alex and Mason must be asleep. To be fair, it is pretty late.
I creep up he stairs trying not to wake up them both.
I walk into my room, take off my clothes and but on a over sized top. I think it's Carl's. Why is it here?
I laugh to myself and my eyes slowly close to the void of sleep. Sleep: the final frontier.
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