Cry. Cry. Cry. Blankly stare at the wall. Cry.
My daily routine now.
Every day.
Every hour.
Every minute.
I've had enough.
~Carl's POV~
I'm not being an asshole but, is she still moping around?
I miss her. I've tried comforting her but she's having non of it.
Deja vu
I'm at my house now, just got back from Mary's. I usually just snuggle her and listen to her cry. But today she just blankly stared at the wall. Anything and everything could be on this girl's mind. And I was bored.
God I am an asshole.
I should go see her, maybe watch a movie or something? Movies always help her one way or another.
I grab a couple of movies, not sure what movies she would like. She's a big horror fan, even with the dead rising. I get Frankenstein and Dracula.
I jog to Mary's and Ale- Mary's.
I knock on the door, patiently waiting for someone to answer. No one does.
I hesitantly walk in, looking around for anyone. Mason? Mary?
"Mary?" I call out. Nothing.
I climb the stairs and check all of the rooms. Except Mary's. I walk in and all of her stuff is sprawled across the carpeted floor. Clothes. Books. Her necklace.
Her stuff is missing, including her knife. No. Not again.
~Mary's POV~
It's sunny today. It's weird because that's not how I feel.
I'm so tired and stressed.
I'm sat in a tree now, slightly sipping a bottle of whiskey every now and again. I grabbed it from Olivia's place. Well 'grabbed'. More like 'stole'.
I'm slightly tipsy but not enough. There's still pain and numbness there.
Walkers were around but not many. Plus I had brought a couple of alarm clocks to keep them occupied.
I take another swig of the achohol and threw the empty bottle, it smashing against a tree. I sigh.
Why am I here?
Why am I not running away?
Why am I staying here?
Carl's probably freaking out. I guess I'm being an asshole for not saying goodbye but, I just wanted to be alone. I love him and all, but... He doesn't understand.
Nobody does.
I sigh again, and fall down from the tree. I stand back up and walk somewhere. I have no idea where I'm going but; You only live once, right?
Huh, stupid line. I guess I am tipsy, even if I don't feel it.
Stupid bitch. I think.
Nobody cares where you are.
Useless.
Fuckup.
Worthless.
