Swimming to my heart

Chapter 2 : Falling

My friend silver started to yell when I checked my phone for the millionth time and she took it away for me. “ Come on, Sof just stop looking at your phone every second.. If you really want to talk to him than send him a text”.

Silver is one of my best friends, she is always cheerfull and happy , we share a lot of things together. I don’t know how life could be without her at my side.

I looked at her with the usual uncertainty, “ I won’t text him, he has my number and he should be the one who texts me first! ( girls Rule)”.

What if I miss typed my number? , what if he doesn’t want to talk to me?, what if he didn’t like me when I talked to him.. I was so nervous, I didn’t know what to say or what to do I ran out of words .

I’ve been asking myself these questions for a couple of hours now, before I grabbed my phone to text him , Silver interrupted me and said :”what the fu*k is wrong with you , I mean it’s just a guy that you barely know why are you so damn nervous about it jeez where is the Sof I know ?!”

Silver’s words kept playing in my head, she was too damn right ,why am I reacting this way? the will to text him was gone after her words.

Ok I have to put this fucking phone away and try to get some sleep. Suddenly I heard a “bibip” I ran to grab my phone (I don’t consider it an actual phone because it’s antic) and guess what it was him the famous ADEM! After I finished cheering and jumping up and down I opened his text which was: “Sophie: D” pretty silly huh but it made me jump of happiness ! I texted back :”Adem:D “ .

We kept texting for a while and with each text  I realized how perfect he is I mean he’s a swimmer , a two times gold medalist and boy I liked swimmers ! they are the sexiest athletes ever.he was so nice and sweet his soft words made me meltdown.

We stayed like this all summer : texting , talking on the phone and on facebook, we got so attached to each other and I was falling for him even more and more each day (I don’t believe that I actually used the word “ FALL” whet the h*ll is wrong with me?) the only problem is that I didn’t know how he felt about me he always says stuff like “I miss you” and “I can’t stop thinking about  you”,”you mean a lot to me” it’s so confusing considering that we’re not together !

I have always wondered what does he consider me,am I just another friend?just another girl?or am I more than just that! (add that to the list of questions I keep asking myself ).

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