Swimming to my heart

Chapter 10 ; new guy

I won’t shed a tear anymore, I’ve become a monster who doesn’t care about anyone, he made me just like him, HEARTLESS.he made me flip the switch and turn off my humanity.

A lot of boys asked me to go out with them after the incident, but I couldn’t , even though I made new male friends who I met practically every day I felt lonely ,i needed him to be in my life, can I love again? Can I feel again?

I was wondering while sitting in a seat across my school, then I saw a a tall hot boy with dark brown eyes coming towards me, what ? who invited him to sit next to me ?

“hello, can I have a word with you?” he said with a soft smile, “ first of all you can’t just sit next to someone without asking their permission and you can’t just talk to them either” I said walking away from him , what the hell is wrong with you people?. “okay you’re right I’m really sorry, can you listen to me for a moment”, he said practically begging, who is this guy and why does he want to talk to me?, before I spell one word , my eyes fell on Adem while he was walking across the street with two blondies , oh boy how much I missed him, it’s been the first time that I saw him since the other day in the park,  wait ? you gotta  be kidding me, he is he wearing white, my favorite color. Now please don’t smile because I can’t take both ,I said to myself forgetting the boy that was behind me, I can feel his gaze on me, it’s the perfect opportunity to show him that you are doing so damn fine without him , Turning to the guy and making my sexiest smile I said “ I’m sorry, you wanted to say ?”, he gave me the most confused look ever, I mean he is right, a second ago I was walking away from him , Then I wanted to talk to him, “ uhh my name is lucas , and I’m new here. Look don’t think that I’m a stalker or something because I’ve been watching you since almost two weeks in the same place at the same time”,” WOW really interesting, too bad I have to go “ I said while making my way to school , “ and I really like you “ his last sentence made me stop and face him, «look, I didn’t say anything about the stalking thing,but liking me, don’t you think that you crossed your borders? Because you don’t even know me” I said while leaving him behind me.

“I won’t give up” I heard him yelling from behind , okay may be I was a little bit too harsh on him, but I just can’t do it , I’m not able to open my heart to anyone because I’m really good like this, all of my friends told me in order to forget Adem I should  go out with someone else, but they don’t really know what they are talking about, when I met new boys , I mean when I try to meet them , I realize how much he is perfect to me and no one else is. He is the ONE , why don’t they understand that ?

Thank god this week was over, I can’t wait to practice swimming, it’s the only way for me to get my anger and pressure out because when I swim,when I feel that cold water on my skin,my mind is just free wonderfull sensation by the way!  Guess who I saw? That lucas from the other day , “ you again” he said while smirking , “ look MR stalker , this is not funny anymore” I said with a pissed off voice , he laughed out loud and he said “ you thought I was here for you ? I’m on the national swimming team, but I’m really glad to see you “, I’m such an idiot , I would love to disappear right now , it was so embarrassing, “ Oh I’m really sorry “, I could feel my cheeks heat up now , “ apology not excepted , you should make it up to me “ he mumbled with that stupid smirk on his face , “okay whatever , don’t accept “ I said with an angry tone , “ You’re phone number “ he grabbed my arm and pushed me gently towards him in order to make me face him, “ please “ I could see the innocence in his eyes , he wanted this badly but the question was why ?

I heard footsteps of someone from behind but I couldn’t turn around and see who because Lucas didn’t leave me,  I heard a familiar deep voice saying “Sorry for interruption but you’re late luke and the coach is looking for you” OMG Adem was talking but what really shocked me that he knew Lucas , how can I be really stupid sometimes , they are in the same team HELLO ! this is kind of a game or something , why would lucas  wants my number ?

Lucas  finally let me go , so I turned around to face Adem , I could see the anger in his eyes , if he had a weapon, he would certainly kill me.

“ hey Adem” I said trying to put a smile on my face , “ hey sofi , it’s been a long time since I saw you here “ his eyes were still full of anger , “ yep , I’ve been busy lately, okay see you guys later  “ what the hell was that ? what did I do to piss him off that much, “ I won’t give up” Lucas said with a confidant smirk showing his dimple , not bothering myself  to answer him , I made my way to the lockers. But I heard something really interesting while leaving the boys , Adem asked Lucas how he knew me , It’s not a game after all.