Swimming to my heart

Chapter 23 : The dream

He took my hand and we went out of the restaurant after thanking his uncle, the stars and silver moon were up by now lightening the dark sky,the sound of the waves made me calm down.

we walked on the beach which was now empty,we took a place on the sand ( of course i took off my heels because they were killing me).

we were silent and when he gtabbed my hand and made my fingers go through his that ment the world to me,after that a couple of thoughts ran through my head!

what the hell are we now?he didn't say anything since we went out and i'm guessing that he won't. What if he is giving hope before running away as always, what if i'm the vacation girl?.

that thought made my heart beats run faster than ever i could feel the paon inside of me, I brought my nees closer to my chest and rested my chin on them when my eyes started to water.

"Is everything ok?" Adem questioned voice full of consern.

i stood up and said "i'm sorry Adem i can't do this, i can't get a broken heart again and suffer because of you.." before i could say another word his sweet lips cruched into mine,All of the negative toughts were gone by now,actually i wansn't thinking at all, my hands wrapped automatically around his hand and he held my waist and pulled me closer,i let my emotions take me for a couple of seconds and i can say that it was the best FIRST kiss ever even with the tears,one kiss was all it was and when his lips touched mine it felt like they were gone

When we pulled away he smiled slightly at me and whispered " it was the only way to shut you up plus i wanted to be your first".

"um...eh" i couldn't say or process anything,No it can't be real.

"see i was right,now look at me and listen carefuly" he bagan still holding my waist and his eyes connecting with mine.

"I'm completely deeply so freaking in love with you,i'm a douchebag and a morran because i didn't realize it earlier and i'm really sorry for hurting you. just one chance, give me one chance and i'll prove myself".

The tears that i was holding back finally slipped down,but not for the same reason. My heart started to do backflips and my brainfnction and my mouth hanged unttractively,maybe it seemed so real because i kept imagining it! He just didn't..you know.

Oh.My.God.

Thoughts spun through my head.

he wrapped the tears away softly and said " I promis that i'll do my best to make you happy".

"thank you i guess" i replied, we laughed out loud at the same time remembering the scene that happend when i told him how i feel.

"Pay back is a beach,let's try again" he suggested baring his face in my neck and kissing softly. How the hell did he knew about my weak spot.

"I love you so much".

I could tell how serious his words were,i bit my lips trying to hold the ruch of feelings inside me back.

"i love you too" my words drifted with the sound of the waves.

i have never ever seen someone like him,he is beautiful from inside and outside and that isn't the best part because i can call him mine right now.

we were lying in the soft sand,The moon light was over him and he looked like an angel,he  suddenly rolled over and stared into my eyes, shit dammit. how the hell did i got so lucky.

"What do you want to do after graduation?" he questioned seriously.

"I'm dreaming of being a pilote since i was 5 years old,i just love flying and descovering new places,new people and new cultures".he smiled before repling,"That's cool, hope you'll make your dream come true".

"what about you?" i asked.

"A surgeon".

I smiled sheepisly "I don't really see you as a surgeon".

"yes, yes i don't look like a smart dude,but i have good grades" he joked and continued " actually i'm going to tell you how i wanted to be a doctor".

"when i was around seven,I came out to this beach with my parents and cousins,there weren't many people  because it is more rock than sand,anyway we were fooling around and having a lot of fun when one of my cousins slipped off   the rock and fell into the water and started to bleed badly".

i stood up to face him as i listend very carefuly to him and told him to continu.

"My parents weren't there, my brother and my other cousins started to freak out,On the contrary i knelt down next to him and started to clean the cut in his head with the water after that i took my shirt off and pressed it against the cut,i thought that the best way for him not to feel the pain is to disctract him so i started to talk about football until my parents came out" Adem paused to take a breath.

"So Helping people was a big deal for you and you want to be a surgeon to help them with more serious stuff". i replied.

"And That's why you are my other half,you know exactly howeel and what i think about without saying a single word".

I smiled while blushing slightly " you are kind of amazing,you know that?" I asked meeting his gaze.

"And I'm kind of crazy about you". he replied.

"I'm Not kind of..i'm officially crazy about you".

his eyes winded and he seemed terrefied,i raised my eyebrows looking confused, " and We're officialy Dead persons right now".

I Grabbed my phone to see 17 missed calls from my aunts and Shit it was MIDNIGHT.

We stood up at the same time,we started to run and we were in front of my house before i knew it.

"I guess that makes you my girlfriend" he smirked and held me from my waist.

"This is insane,Thanks to you i spend an amazing night that i will never forget".

He placed a soft kiss on my forehead and held my face in his hands "Anything for my sweetheart".

Dammit, Can he say it again? how the hell did we got here ? how did my dreams came true.

He approched closing the distance between us,he put his soft lips over mine and this time was very intanse,as soon as he pulled away felt the empty feeling i got when we seperated,a smile crossed his lips "We can't do this anymore because with each time we do it i fall for you even more".

"I can't promis" i joked " Good night ".

"You forgot something " he said faking the anger.

"What?" i asked confused.

"You didn't say that you love me".

"am I oblige?" I Teased.

"Yes you are" he replied.

"I'M GOING TO KILL YOU" i recognized Nicole's voice.

"You have to say it because we won't be able to see each other again" he run away living me alone, COWERD. Then he shouted " I Love you" .

i will never be bored of hearing this sentence,Only adem could make me feel this moment of magic every time he approches me.

I love this boy so freaking much.