Swimming to my heart

Chapter 4 : jealousy

Jealousy is a feeling that slips into your heart, it horrifies love and it is the real meaning of it. I’ve never been jealous before, even when my family liked my little sister better than me, but I was jealous from everyone who approached him.(Specially GIRLS).

He was the captain of swimming team, the hottest boy in his school, a brilliant student and most importantly he didn’t have a girlfriend so he was free to do anything.

Everyone wanted to know him, to talk to him and specially be with him, they started to talk to him on facebook  and meeting him in front of school and I’m not talking just about a couple of girls, believe me they were a LOT, ( it fuc*ing bothers me a lot ), I was ready to kill every female who looks at him with no hesitation and rip her into a million pieces ( I’m not a criminal or something but love makes you crazy sometimes), I’m not supposed to get jealous because we are not even together but what can I do.

The bell rang and it was my sign to leave, THANK GOD this exam of math is over I just couldn’t believe it.

At my way out of school I saw the most shocking thing ever!

Adem was standing with some girls oh Shit I was burning inside , he was so happy  and I could hear his laugh from where I was standing, he noticed that I was watching him so he gave a wave and a small smile and continued his REALLY REALLY FUNNY conversation, oh No no you just didn’t do that how could he ?

I was seeing that amazing view practically every day but with other girls and every time I see that I discover a new way to kill people and torture them ( yay what a creative I am).

Adem noticed that I’m not like usual and we don’t talk all the time like we used to, he wanted some explanation and answers but I didn’t know what to say.

(Euh hey adem I’m jealous because I’m In love with you and it bothers me to see you with other girls),

I  couldn’t stand it anymore , everyone was talking about him at school, I’m going to punch the next person who spell his name.

“hey marry” I said with depressive voice while sitting next to her, “ what’s wrong with you?” it was her thing she always knew when I’m not feeling well, before I can say a word. Silver joined us, “Hey girls” she said with her cheery voice as usual.

Thank god they were here to listen, I really don’t know what to do without them and even though my stories are endless they always supported me.

When I finished, they started to give their opinion whish was the same “ Tell him what  bothers you”.

I kept thinking about it until I found him online.

“hey J”

 “Hey sof, actually I wanted to talk to you”

“ about what?”

“about us , did I do something wrong? You really changed.”

“it’s just that you are so occupied with your new friends,guess you don’t  have any place for me’’

“ don’t you ever say that again, you know that you are so important to we’ve been really close friends for a while now, how could think like that?”

GOOD FRIENDS , I just hate this amazing word when he says it .

“ok I’m sorry to think like that but you are the one who changed, where is the adem that I knew before?”

“ he is here believe me J”

Shit why he is so nice and cute on facebook and an arrogant selfish person with such a big ego in front of me and with all those girls throwing themselves all over him 

“ listen sof I’m going to make it up for you”

“ and how is that ?”

“ we will go out this weekend, what do you say?”

“what about your training?”

“I’m free this weekend”

“ okey why not J”

After that I started to jump everywhere for I don’t know how long, I mean it was the first time that we go out together :O ( I’m like the happiest person on earth ).