Swimming to my heart

Chpater 5 : The big day

“What if I couldn’t say a word ( like always ) ?), “shut up just shut up, you’ve been asking me this silly questions for the past couple of hours now and everything is going to be all right believe me” Marry started to yell at me when I asked her a lot of similar questions during biology  class.

I’ve never been that nervous, the idea of HIM and I at the same place terrified me and at the same time it made me the happiest person ever.

“marry honey , can I ask you something?” I said with childish voice, “ pff go on that’s what you’ve been doing for a lifetime”, “ can you come with me this weekend please and adem is going to bring his friend too yay” , “ forget about it, I will never come with you I mean with him”.

Our teacher of biology interrupted us by saying his famous sentence “ I was saying ?”, we looked at each other and then we looked at him with a confused look, “ -1 for both of you” he said with an evil look, I’m just lucky because I suck at biology and with his -1 life couldn’t get any better.

I kept convincing marry to come with me for the next periods and because I was so good in convincing the others she agreed I actually pressured them to make them do what I want , Now with her being with me I was less terrified I’m still really nervous and scared and paranoid ( you can also use every single synonym of those words).

I didn’t solve the other half of my problem, clothes, makeup and places to go to because he wanted me to chose. I have to call Marry to help.

She came at my house at night before the BIG ( I don’t know what to call it ) probably just meeting because we can’t consider it as a date.

I chose to wear light tight green jeans and a beautiful white blouse with white heels and  a cute wallet that matches my high heels, I did my French manicure and straightened my hair,as I said before I’m not really into heavy make up so I decided to do some mascara and black eye liner.

I send him a text telling him that we should meet at 12 o’clock and have lunch after that

We will go to the movies, because we are not allowed to go out at night,  he texted back “ whatever you like” isn’t he so adorable okay I have to stop now because if I started talking about him I will never stop.

“Marry are you still awake” I said with A faint voice, “it’s going to be alright now let me sleep”, “I’m going to cancel everything”, “ if you don’t shut up and let me get some sleep I won’t come with you”, i shook my head and said with a fake smile “good night”.

I’ve been forcing myself to sleep for an hour now but I couldn’t, I was wondering how it’s going to be, I’ve been waiting for I don’t know how much but I’m so scared of it,what if he doesn’t show up wait he’s too much of a kind person to do that,what if he doesn’t like me or my outfit oh god I’m so nervous okay sof please please get some sleep tomorrow is the big day ….. oh my god !!